Friday, September 30, 2005
why do you have to be so cruel in words?
why can you give up so easily?
you are the one who taught me everything;
you are the one wh said everything which made my life complete.

Alex,you told me not to be so cruel in my writings in entry.
but today, compared to that, which one do u think is the one?
i told myself to give myself and her time so everythinf will be back.
i try every single effort just to show my support and all.
but her words are so hurting.
i really love her alot people. but why can't she feel how i am feeling?
is my feeling for her not deep enough?

oh bobby bobby, this is not good.
everyone is cheering on for you but you are a failure.
i'm trying to be optimistic in any ways but it always failed.
whenever i think about the past, it makes me sad and moody.

BAD NEWS.
bobby is back to his silent and quiet moment where he keeps everything to himself.
a new day means a BAD day for me to slowly suffer and pass on.
the motivation for everything is gone. alice was right about that.
i hope alex will not be angry with me when he reads this entry.
the basketball time where i used to piss him off when i'm not behaving my usual self.
i'm sorry sn2.

my injuries which is adding to the woes.
my teeth which got so painful all of a sudden.
why do everything gotta come at a moment of time?
how can i take it?
last time i'm the lucky ones who is without problem everyday,
now i didn't expect that i'm the worst in all of the sn2 people.
love is sweet but yet cruel.

CAN SOMEONE TELL HER HOW I FEEL?
I REALLY WANNA ENTER INTO HER BODY AND KNOW HOW SHE TRULY FEELS?

don't wake me up anymore.
even if september ends.
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Thursday, September 29, 2005
how should i start today entry?
i really wonder. how come things became this way?
sometimes i wonder, do u still read my blog?
do u still love me like u used to?
do u still miss me like before?
do u still remember how bobby sacrificed for the sake of just seeing u?
do u still know i'm waiting like some fool under the rain?
do u still wanna come back to my arms?
will u still sms me and let me know how you are doing?

today my phone is quite silent.
but not really because all my friends are flooding sms to me.
they showed their concern and all.
thanks alot to those that sms me.
thanks to yeeling and youjing who wrote me letter to cheer me on.
weiling who drew stuffs by using paint to cheer me on.

i miss your sms. i know you won't sms me anymore.
but i will just sms you and let you know i still care.
i hope you are concentrating well on ur EOY exams too.
one more week,it will be over. hang on. you know i'm there.
now whatever i do, i just feel that , "hey bobby, u sucks at it!"
but is true. that depress bobby had resurfaced.
he is always wearing a fake smile nowadays.

i remember you told me this once,
"bobby,u can don't love me or miss me or even forget me. as long as u know i will love you , miss u and won't forget you. that's good enough." she said to me.

will you still do the same thing?
i'm waiting , waiting and waiting...
do u know how much it hurts deep in it;
can you feel how i'm feeling?

loving someone is to see that someone happy.
isn't it?
if you let her go and if she turns back,
this means she loves you.
coz they said, true love doesn't have an ending.

Shine on
You were made to shine on
and you know I love you
even if we can or can't be friends I'll be with you till the very end
Shine on
You were made to

It's keeping me awake everynight
But I can never seem to give up on you

I know you'll be better off without me when I'm gone
You know you're beautiful
You're beautiful

it's so true.
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
you're the one i adore and love.
you're the one whom i suffered and sweat for.
you're the one who told me to hold on.
just when you gave me life and hope,
everything was perfect.
now everything is disaster after your words.
i thought you'll fight through strong waves and winds with me,
like you mentioned in the oath.
your presence brought back the bobby everyone wanted.
the sunshine boy who smiles everyday.
now i guess time is up so you decide to bring me back to the listless and aimless bobby.
i thought fairytales always have a happy ending,
but mine is not.

i really gotta thanks alot to DOMINICK who was with me all this while. i really love him. serious. a great friend. not forgetting JUNHAO AND ALEX! they rocks my world. brothers for life. thanks to kimli, youjing and yeeling, shianggling and esther who came over ot visit me when im sick lying like a dead person. thanks youjing and yeeling for that handmade cheerup card.
thanks to charlene, angela, immelia, meow meow, ryan, alice, shara twin, nicole, nikki and those who talked to me and being with me all this sad moments. i know alot of you care about me. i'm really happy. weechuan walked me home too. thanks jol for the concern. and i met up with immelia with dominick today. hope she is fine.
had a serious tummyache just now, might be going to the hospital tonight.
A BIG THANKS to vinz my brother and denise for listening to my problems.

the separation is due to her parents objection.
but we do love each other.


i still love you truly madly deeply.
do you know you really mean alot to me?
i will keep waiting. maybe i'm showing a sign of dying soon.


-these three guys are my life too.
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
in all her faults;
i accept her for who she is.
in everything it may makes me angry;
i will still love her dearly like how i used to.
people may advice or comment anything about you;
but still, i will based on my own judgement.
in all this,i will still like to thanks everyone for their advices;
seriously i do. i believe everything will be fine once exams are over.
i hope people will still advice me whenever i'm troubled. thanks to certain often taggers in my blog.
a few weeks more...

things i want to do to pass my holiday meaningful.
-trying to get a car license.
-learn the guitar and improve more.
-let all my injuries heal fully.
-train and make my body nicer.
-go out with my baby and shop shop SHOP.
-train my stamina and fitness.
-study what i can study to upgrade myself.

the list goes on.

lastly,
i love my baby amanda.
study hard girl and i'm always standing by you.
hold on to me when you are falling.
<3
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Monday, September 26, 2005
i waited and waited.
i'm always doing so.
patiently and painfully.
just for that beep i long awaited since early morning.
but i really didn't receive any. even the busiest person on earth,
will at least send one to his most valuable one in his heart.
i just don't get it. but its ok.
because is like that, once it get longer, the pain that inflicts on u,
makes u numb and feeling nothing is so much important.
imagine that you are waiting till late night everyday,
and waking up in the early morning the next day everyday,
doing all this just by that simple sms?
i always called you on ur hp for don't know how many times but is always the same.
it just keep ringing and ringing till i have to painfully press it down.
whenever i called, i will be thinking, "is this going to be a wasted call again?"
and the answer is always the same. is useless. i guess if something only happen to me,
then i will receive something from u. if not...
like till now, i'm still waiting and worrying for you after your sms that makes me worry so much but yet u chose not to explain to me or ensure me what happen.
what is this going on? terrible.
nvm. more terrible stuffs on the way.
i won't sms or call u as often because i know it will be irritating if this goes long. instead, i will be the bad guy now. let u miss my sms and call.
i know this is not right people but do i have other choices?
but still, i will be loving you as much and supporting u all the way at all means.
hope you will appreciate everything.
god bless.
<3


this is the recent injury i got for myself.
but the pain in the heart is more pain than this. :(
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
today entry shall be for what happened today between me and her.
ok.. yesterday we didn't met up so abit weird.
so today i sent her to tuition again and everything was fine.
just that we found out that both of us like way apart in terms of most of the things.
like it isn't the same. and that is only when we didn't see each other for one day.
but well.. after that i just left.
then went back to fetch her home again at 5.30pm.
we were strolling around and yea. we kinda get back to the old times.
everything is so lovely and close. but well.. i might not get to see her soon.
her exams period is here. i have made my thoughts clear. she gotta study.
so i won't meet her either. i will probably slack myself or do something to pass time.
maybe learn driving, guitar or some other important useful things.

so amanda....
please study hard and concentrate and do me proud.
i believe you can do it.
have faith in yourself.
and if posible, sms me at times to let me know how are u doing.
your short while sms or call just make my day.
so jiayou and take care too.
i will be praying for u.
<3
i'm loving you.
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
2 weeks...
i wonder what on earth is going on.
no sms-es and calls already.
now further adding on to not meeting.
owells... this is so "great".
meowmeow, can u feel how i'm feeling?
ryan felt that way too before i guess.
but this is terrible.

someone please kill me...
don't you know how it feels...
i'm warmblooded with feelings.

forget me not?
or love me not?
broken smile.

but i'm still hanging on.

so don't smile marky.


thanks junhao and dom for the company today.
i'm so glad to have them but i'm feeling so paiseh.
because is like she can't meet me then i am with them.
like using them but nvm la. they won't mind one.
buddies for life! lol.

yesterday i was just rejoicing over our record and now it has all ended just by a simple sms.
my wish- hope she won't study until she forgets me.
that's her wish too.
hold on- good charlotte.






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Friday, September 23, 2005
ok.. i'm finally back after a long thought of it.
i decided to blog again because of the support from all my friends.
they simply rocks and yea. thanks to their encouragement the past few days.
thanks to those who really cared and gave advices to me.
later will be going to junhao house to overnight.
hope everything will be fine because everytime i overnight at his place,
i sure to be sick. hope everything will be fine.
alex, when u read this blog, call us to let us know whether u wanna stay anot.

to my baby,
thanks for teaching me a lesson today.
i won't try to change u anymore.
i love you for who you are.
and i won't think of what other think of you because it all matters to me only.
i'm loving and missing you. :(
anyway, we are still on a record.
wooohhhoooooooooo....
<3
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
HEY PEOPLE! ATTENTION HERE!
this most probably will be the LAST ENTRY.
this blog has been with me for so long and now everything is so nicely decorated with our stuffs but i guess it gotta end this way. she cancel her blog and now what's the point of me blogging?
actually i'm quite disappointed with it when i learned about it but it seem to be nothing to her.
come on, to think of it, it is actually blog stuffs and those daily entries that brought us together.
but you treat it like so easy. just select+a and type in a few words. this is what you told me?
whenever i think of it, this blog has been my ups and downs. it has this feeling with me.
the only thing that knows me inside out.
BUT i might reconsider blogging again if a certain number of people wants me to blog again thru the tagboard or anywhere. it all depends. my entry maybe boring/interesting. ratings is on you all people. thanks. before i end this blog,
i will just finished up with what i wanna say today.
as usual i went to fetch her from school and back to her home and that long journey out.
each time the journey seem longer and boring.
is not because i'm bored of her of the love is gone. just that i feel it lacks something here.
SERIOUSLY people, am i not good enough or doesn't do the right thing some way?
it lack this communication between the both of us.
when i was bathing just a moment ago, i was thinking to myself,
when was the last time i really had a good and proper talk with her on the phone?
i couldn't think of it. i'm very sad over it actually. i can't say out to her.
i can only keep to myself all this while. but now i think i really couldn't take it.
so dear blog, bear with me alright. i'm always using u.
is always been i'm waiting for your sms and phone call,
and i always think u will keep ur promise and call me.
but it always end up in false hopes. always. which made me waited till wee hours.
i wondered how could i slipped out of your mind. i really can't believe that.
ok... when *you read till here. you might be angry or pissed with me.
but i'm sorry to say this. accept what i said here because this is how i feel.
i can't say out to u so i guess the only "person" i can say out to is this blog.
maybe i will blog but save my entries as a draft for myself to keep it as a memory?
let me ask *you something. do u know how long have we met?
we have met for a consecutives of 19 days and counting. i'm trying hard to make it a perfect oen month anniversary just like that. it will be the best present ever.but is getting harder as each day past. is it god's plan?
to all the people out there, do take care and study hard.
good luck in everything you all do.
whenever you all are down or what, remember u can just nudge me in msn.
hope some kind souls will comment about this overall entry. thanks (:
i'll take my leave here :(

i'm still waiting for your sms;
and your long awaited call...
:(

i truly madly deeply in love with you. trust me.
love me not...
<3

this goes to marky that stalker.
who stalks my girlfriend.
stop pestering her will you.
and i know you are reading this.
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
walk into my heart,
put your ear and listen to its heartbeat,
its always so true and beating for you.
place your hand onto my hand and grab tight,
promise me you won't let go of it,
unless your love for me is fading.
look into my eyes and say you love me,
because this is what i have wanted to do all the time.
speak to me, talk to me, rant at me your problems or unhappiness,
this is what i've been waiting for you to do so.
the fall which i caused it somehow,
made me feel like thousand of needles stab right through my heart.
your harsh words but cute actions,
made me wanna fall and cry at your arms.
my jealousy shows my care and love for you.
your jealousy makes me lost in the dark woods.
at times when my pace is too fast,
in my thoughts;
i was thinking, are u behind catching up with me?
when my pace is too slow,
in my thoughts;
will you hold my hand and grab me along?
but in all this, u know lastly i will grab you and just make you walk beside me.

you can don't care about the rubbish up there,
but please take note of this important paragraph here.

i love you.
i need you.
i am never tired of you.
i will never leave you.
my care for you will never stop.
i want us to be together hand in hand just like our oath.

this few pictures say it all...

-our oath

-we walk hand in hand, side by side.

-hold me tight and don't let go of me.

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Monday, September 19, 2005
today went to serangoon mac to wait for my baby.
kimli arrrived first followed by junhao. yea.
had fun with them. this is the first time we met like that.
after school and all. so interesting and fun. tomorrow again.
hee. finally finished all my exams and is my holiday till 6th of NOV.
hooray but i will be damn bored and most probaby become a 24/7 BF just for her.
will support her in her exams during this period of time for sure.
sometimes i really hope i can have time to talk about serious things with her,
but is so hard for me to do so because she will always change the subject.
is so painful at times because a sensitive person like me will probably get pissed off.
she talked about her ex once again and i was like... ya ya ya and get so turned off.
on the journey home or i should say, walking the long route out,
it always kept me thinking, "will i get tired of walking this route one day from the way she treat me"? and i was singing along the song wake me up when september ends song. it really makes me feel so much better after singing out loud. but i think i will always be walking that route down the years. have faith in our relationship ok baby? u shouldn't let the past affect that thinking of yours and please please believe in me too. thanks. thanks angela for putting up the video for me too. she is such a nice girl la. offering my baby tuition and giving her encouragement and now with this video put up. thanks alot!
oh yah.. another good news here,
another close friend of mine, or should i name her as my meowmeow for quite long le.
now she is more like a mei to me. from today onwards, the meowmeow mei. haha. the name just keeps getting longer. vic, doesn't you think we are like so stranger to so meowy and moo-ey? lol. what a term?
i'm missing my baby :(
she haven't replied since then.
i wondered if she will called me later or reply me?
she is a totally different person when she is studying.
moody but no choice.
lonely, i'm mr lonely, i got nobody for my ownnnnnnnn....

-when the branches are filled with leaves,then i will know by that time, u will be back by my side. <3
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
today is mooncake festival.
-see the moon right at the top. is so round O

met up with baby and fetch her home.
i realised i tend to perspire alot nowadays.
even the short walk or others.
i tend to get breathless too.
maybe is because of my cough and flu.
i just get so sick and all after that.
sighs. adding to the worst, her exams are nearing.
which means i will see another different person.
and i mean it. like a stranger. a complete difference.
i'm so scare to lose her after that. she seem scary.
i don't know but why why why.
no matter what,i will stand by her during her tough time.
that's what friendsboyfriend for. haha.
3weeks pass faster please...

if only.....................

-i'm turning this soon. MR LONELY once her exams start. :(:(:(:(:(:(
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
well.. i didn't managed to go meet her at night
because her parents went to fetch her.
and she can't come out of school too. so yeah.
i'm so disappointed but to her, i'm not sure.
so expressionless and stuffs. is torturing.
been feeling like that for the past few days.
when i'm serious at times, she will joke with me.
making me wanting to say some stuffs but make me forget about it.
oh yah.. tomorrow will be our 2nd week being together consecutive
and it land on the MOONCAKE festival too. all i want is some time from her.
but it crashed right from my high hopes again. i've planned what to do
and other surprises and all. now all down to the drain.
it goes everything. so much for my "happy" ending.
i love this morning till afternoon but not at night. always at night.
blogging seem to be bored for u too. i suppose you are too tired like u said.

will someone starts to treasure u after they lost u?
can't someone define it and let me feel how it is like?

here are some pictures taken today.


-this morning when i went to meet her and she is reading this letter.


-while waiting for the train, we took this. is nice!


-my creative and cute baby vandalise this on my hand.
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yesterday i stayed up till 3am plus to wait for her to finish her studies. moral support.
haha. is weird but this is a kinda of encouragement too. jiayou!
then i'm supposed to wake up at 530am to get ready to meet her.
but i woke up at 630am. i rushed to bath and all to meet her.
bus 70 sucks today. and i am angry with her over something too.
but nvm la. even she is in the wrong, seeing her or just the thougt of her appease my anger.
we waliked around and then i sent her to her piano lesson.
i waited for her for 2hours and she is so happy to see me after lesson.
haha. for me, of cause is bored and tiring waiting doing nothing but still.. worth it.
then we went lunch and window shopping before i sent her to her another chinese tuition.
places we go are toa payoh & novena. later she is having her school function.
this mooncake festival thing that kimli pon la. i might be going to fetch her home as it is late at night.
is not safe for her because she gotta walk all the way deep in.
junhao sis party later. phew. i'm really tired and not enough rest caused me not to recover from my cough.
and yeah.. today we managed to talk things out and get slightly more closer.

just endure for 3 weeks ,
everything will be over.
our discussion to do things together after her exams.
-go to the beach
-ice skating
-shop for clothings
-take neoprints
-do sports together;gym.

the list goes on...
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Friday, September 16, 2005
today i went to fetch my baby again.
haha. this time i reach by bus. so yea.
she is feeling quite stress and guilty over the big changes.
people out there be my judges. she said she will makeup for me after exams.
while waiting for her, i change the lyrics of wake me up when sept ends. the green day song.
but when i pass it to her, she doesn't seem to be interested at all.
maybe because of the incoming teachers approaching and friends.
owells.. who knows she still haven't read it yet?
i know she is busy so yea. just forget about it.
i will just do those silly things and laugh at myself.
i don't know why. but i think is sweet but i'm like enjoying it myself?
well.. tomorrow i have to take out time for my darling.
she will be busy the whole day. all i can do to see her for that while is to...
send her to her destination and wait for her to end and yea.
there is no other ways. well.. my last exam on monday. i haven't touch on it.
might be burning midnight oil tonight. and yea. tomorrow morning i gotta wake up at 530am?
i'm gonna meet her just to send her to tuition? haha. i'm so happy or maybe i'm mad!
doing something so foolish but yet so funny. i'm loving it.
like i said......

i have no complain.
because i will do anything just for ur sake.
-yes you.
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Thursday, September 15, 2005
this is gonna be the 444 posts for this entry.
which mean is not gonna be a good entry.
let's start off with the day. my exams are mostly over.
left the last paper and today maths paper seriously sucks!
i just don't like it. yapps. no why.
today i met her again. but is a different feeling.
i'm down perhaps of the maths paper earlier on.
but i thought seeing her i will be happy.
but it turn out that this guy came out with her.
that guy stalked her and waited for her for 30mins just for her.
but what about me? i took a cab down right after my exams because i thought i will be late.
ending up i reach at 245pm. i waited patiently and didn't sms her that i reached.
i didn't sms her because i know she is having her lessons. but she said i didn't sms her.
owells.. what to do? i just want you to know that whatever i do for you is the best for u.
even i don't do that to myself because i don't bear to spend those money.
i scrimp and save up meals because they are waste of money.
spending those money on you is much more worth it. those mooncakes u favour for.
the smile and happiness i see in you just melts my heart.
i don't feel any pinch at all. that is love i guess.
she seem to keep alot of things from me and all.
i don't know why and it just makes me feel so insecure. seriously.
i tried asking and all i get is , forget? i don't know? i really breaks my heart.
i really don't like it because this makes me more worried. u might be thinking,
"nah.. i don't want him to worry" but u r wrong. inverse it.
later after our stroll and lunch, we took a cab and sent her home.
everything was alright i guess.
just that i was thinking, today seem bad.
i don't really get to receive her sms as often.
don't get her reply as like before.
but this has a reason behind it. she is stressed with studies.
i don't blame her for that in fact i encouraged her to do that.
that's why i feel i needa get used to it.
and yeas.. i think she won't have much time for me either.
her exams are coming and no matter what, i will just give u all my support.
in terms of morally or whatever, i will always be there when u turn back.
another factor is am i really not good for her?
she seem to be quite popular with guys i guess?
i am proud that she got that charm but sad to say, insecurity again.
i hope this won't haunt me for nights because it doesn't feels good.
tomorrow she will be busy till 6pm. the only time i can spend with her is
just that short 20mins bus/mrt trip to potong pasir for her tuition class.
is gonna be short but i will try anything just to see her.
saturday i doubt i can see her because she is so damn busy. what to do?
bobby, back off and return to your court and basketball.
yes, i will. just to make myself really tired and don't think of anything. i doubt so.
people, please tell me what to do. :(

i'm not gonna hold you tight
thou i'm afraid of losing you.
i'm gonna stand there looking after you,
because i love you.
i'm feeling so hurt,
when i know i can't help much.
i just want to have 1 minute of time with you,
because it feels like 1o years in heaven.
i'm praying for you,
because you are amanda.
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
my exam for today was quite alright.
studied and yea. effort paid off.
hope i can pass and stuffs.
shan't mentioned about that.
let's go with our stuffs.

our record almost ended.
so near yet so far. this time is far away from it.
today i rushed to meet her after my exams.
i did that even i'm sick but you can't believe it.
i'm like sensing that she is down with some personal problems.
and my heart is telling me it isn't right so i just went ahead.
i was so happy to see her in the first place. but later i heard some bad news.
which indeed came true. i must thank god for giving me this ability.
the ability to sense my surrounding and all.
she is stressed with her results and final year exams.
if she doesn't do well, her dad might control her.
so i think during this moment of time, i must be by her side.
i won't leave u in the lurch for sure. so don't worry about that ok?
i assured you. seeing her like this makes my heart aches.
i don't know why. i wanted to help her, but am i good enough?
owells.. today was happy although it was a short mere 15minutes?
at least we treasured it more i suppose. thanks for the concern this few days.
i'll be fine tomorrow. i hope so. and yea.. i'm missing you too.
but nvm. i will get to see you tomorrow. yupps.
hope nothing goes wrong.

Your voice makes me tremble inside,
And your smile is an invitation,
For my imagination to go wild.
baby,i will keep holding till you no matter what happen in future.
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
this is chocolate baby here.
no no no.. i did not hack into his account.
i am just helping him post..

you see, my baby is seriously sick.. all because of me.
all because of him sheltering me from the heavy rain yesterday.
and all because of his lack of rest..

my baby is worried. i am worried to. for him. for his health and all.
baby worries that we might break one day. of course, i am concern over this topic too. however, we must have faith and trust in each other.
no more negative stuff and sayings. we will walk through the journey together. hand in hand.

i don't care.
by the stubborn chocolate baby
who..
<3 loves her vanilla babay.
more than you can imagine.
yes..
you.
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just visited a doctor not long ago.
i guess i'm sick due to the tireness and insufficient water.
i'll make it short for now.
i just want you to know that i love you alot.
i can't tell u how much and how long.
but if u have faith in me and faith in urself,
i believe we can last. trust me.
have faith in me and yourself ok?
this is the last thing i hope.
hope i can see you tomorrow or something.
tomorrow is my major exam and i needa stay up and study.
oh nonono... i need you.
u must take care of yourself too.
and study hard + concentration.
i have not touch basketball for so long...

whenever you fingers run through my face,
i felt so blessed and can sense the closeness in us.
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all was well planned and eager for,
but it just foiled due to a miscommunication.
my flu NEARLY gone but adding up to a sore throat.
bad things always come in both.
but i guess i have to just endured with it and let it be.
i can't force things out the way i want it to be.
it will be very selfish of me to do so.
i hope to have a chat with her at night or something.
or else it will be two days we can't meet each other.
we shall see about it. <3
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Monday, September 12, 2005
walking through the rain together,
walking along those dirty&wet routes,
sheltering her with my bag because i don't want you to be sick,
wiping those rain drops from your hair and face,
the feeling of caring and loving you is simply can't be describe.
i realised that i love you more than i love myself.
this is the first time i felt this way.
drenched with a wet shirt and hair,
i walked down the route home after sending home.
i just walked slowly and think of many stuffs,
all about you and me. just the both of us.
worrying and thinking of our future.
i can see a long hold in us.
now i'm suffering from the running nose that keep sneezing.
i can't afford to fall sick because exams round the corner.
flu flu go away, come back again another day.
i think whatever i had gone through since the day i met you,
everything is all worth it.
don't you people out there think so?
i <3 you baby.
yes you, my baby amanda.

i don't know how long u can hold on to me,
but i'm sure i'll always be holding on to you,
till the day you let go of me,
till you see the sun no longer shines anymore.
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
just a short brief about today happening.
went over to my baby's house to have lunch with her family.
was so nervous in the first place and yea. slowly i settled down.
talked to her dad mostly about the both of us.
i told him an intro of my background and all.
he is so nice and all just like my uncle who talked to me nicely always.
we happened to solve things maturely and like make sure of me and amanda.
one thing that i feel so nice about it is that i told him something,
"i just want to let you all to at least know that we are together rather than keeping it a secret behind you all guys".
now we are more to open and not those secretive type. so cheerios. ((:

-uncle was sitting at the long sofa while i'm sitting on the other one. nice house isn't it?

after that chat, he went to his room and get changed for the clubhouse. we are going there for lunch which is like so damn cool. that means is left with me and my baby at the living room so she decided to present her talent to me. piano ((:

-here she goes and she just played 3 songs for me and i was so touched. awww.. i love u.

while waiting for the food to arrive, me and baby went to walk around and we took this picture. is the restaurant and yes, the reflection is us. but hardly it can be seen.
soon it is over. i sent her for her tuition and we spent some precious moment.
nice and happy ((:
will we stil be going on strong and more lovely? hopefully. (:

<3 is in the air
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-the time we spent is so nice and happy.
each day just keeps getting better and different.
what more can i ask for ?
owells... later will be a "parents meeting section" going on.
nervous and panic. hope we can go through together.
* prays hard *
i <3 you baby. alot and deeper as the days goes past.
even if it doesn't go well, i hope we can still beat as one.
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Friday, September 09, 2005
Dont what you do to me but
everytime i'm with you its a natural high
its like re-discovering eden
with chocolate-coated rainbows and cotton candy skies
and everytime you look my way
i wish i had the guts to say
there's something in your eyes
something in your smile
something in the way you move me
you make me want to sing
make me want to dance
make me want to cry
i'm falling in love with you.
i think i'll hire cupid
he'll make you see i'm more than your friend
you'll be tossing and turning
counting the hours til you see me again
and when we meet you'll
kiss my hand and say the words i've longed to hear
there's something in your eyes
something in your smile
something in the way you move meyou make me want to sing
make me want to dance
i'm falling in love with you
you make me want to sing
make me want to dance
make me want to cry
i'm falling in love with you.

this is how i feel
<3
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
as i stare and look into ur eyes real hard today,
i feel nothing but in heaven.
it seem to have plenty of layers deep inside,
that keep all the secrets in it beyond my reach.
sometimes i really hope i can know how u feel,
but i know this is not gonna be easy.
sometimes i really hope u can go along with me just like pampering me,(like the LAN thing)
like how i always give in just to appease u and spoilt u.
i think that is the sweetest thing that can happen to both of us.
you know i'm always yearning for your sms and phone call.
<3
-the long journey that i have to go through. but i won't mind at all.
after all is worth it.


-we finally managed to take a picture. and this sweet one which appeal to me (:
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just a short recap about yesterday happening.
my baby came over to my house and study.
she is like so nervous and all. she is so nice yet again. (i mean she is always nice to me)
she lent me her favourite dvds again. the three episodes of LOTR.
oh my.. if only i have the time... thinking.
well.. everything went smoothly. and we had fun and all.
baby loves my refrigerator because there is plently of food.
the only thing that attracted her stomach is the dragonfruit.

-the things we ate
-one whole box of dragonfruit.
-one bread with cheese
-one glass of ice water
-chocolate milk
-few pieces of honeydews

that cost u $18.15 baby. haha. pay up time! ok.. im lame.
i'm lame due to the fact that my test are starting later at 11am and i'm kinda still not confident enough.But i think i will get a slightly average mark. yeaps.
later on, she will be coming over to my place again to study.
we made plans for our study life style. so yea. i don't think i'm coming online later.
because i gotta study for tomorrow test which is internet application.
man man.. hope i can endure till next week ends. oh yah.. i had told my mum about her.
mum is totally cool with it and didn't say much. today shall be the day they meet.
hope everything goes well. i know it will. god bless.
she just saw my mum. haha. she was so cute. hiding behind me and holding onto my arm so tight. haha. i think she blushed too. ahha. anyway, i can't let jealousy get over my head.
last time was a mistake and i can't let it repeat again because i don't want to lose her.
i seriously don't want. i really hope she will take my words deep into her heart & think of it.
she will always ask me whether i still lover or or do i love her,
but i always kept quiet or refuse to comment because i dont have words for

-what's another word for more than eternity?

we are still like a machine that is not 100% fixed.
there are stuffs when we don't know how each behave.
the different lifestyle & way of communication.
but i do know that,
whenever you are down,i'm always the first so sense it w/o u telling me.
that's what i called chemistry perhaps (:
but sometimes due to some problems which arised,
you mind not know that u are hurting me,
but deep in my heart, i was saying...
"i know i need time to suit the way u live and all"
is gonna be tough and hurtful but when i know you are around,
the impossible is easy when we got together <3>
sometimes some words are better to keep to myself than saying out,
is not that i'm selfish but in fact, i don't want u to get sad/hurt.
the first day i started knowing you,
i know there is no way back...
cause i'm soooooooo
truly madly deeply in love with u.

-dedicated to *you*
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
i just want you to know that whenever u needa shout out,
i'm always here right here waiting under the sun or the rain,
just to hear you pour everything to me.
i will be there always.
no words can't express how i feel now.
this is terrible. we will work and study hard for our future.

pour everything just to ur baby.
we will solve it as they say it takes to hands to clap.
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
i didnt go to school today as i was studying at home.
my friend told me that i got an A1 for my data comm test. whee...
anyway,i woke up this morning to give baby a morning call as she is having training.
we chatted and soon she is off to school :( we exchanged sms. nice ones.
so i decided to play and explore with my ipod. edited some things just meant for her to listen.
i downloaded her favourite ayumi hamasaki and put into my ipod. i will love it too since she is...
first time i am gonna listen to japanese songs. owells.. for her sake :) why not?
anyway, i'm so sorry that i get rather crude up knowing that it won't be the same when school reopens next week for her. less time with her i guess? *cross fingers*
i just studied my digital electronics test coming up on thursday.
so i decided to take a rest and blog this down. i will be meeting her once she is free later at 4pm.
so late and still a long way to go. but is just meet her for a short mere of 2 hours. pathetic!
but we will get the good and best way to enjoy out of it. time pass so fast when i'm with her.
although this is the 4th day i got to know her. she had show so much care and concern to me.

-let me further say this in picture
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see that pink colour cute little cut box. that's her lunch box. she made food for me.
she gave me that box. i think. haha. and that madagascar dvd she lent it to me because she don't want me to feel bored and sad. this is to cheer me up. due to isufficient sleep, ulcers keep popping out of my lips. so she gave me that blue tube of medication to apply to help it speed up the recovery.she is my life. that's my wallet that contains our pics and her pic which makes me look at her when she is not around. haha. i requested for that photo or else is damn hard to get it. lol. till now.. i will just wait and continue my studies. update after i'm home.

i'm home finally. met up with her before time. 3pm. i swear walking to the house is
damn tiring and hot. is sucha long journey but seeing her walking out just appease everything.
the perspiration seem to be evaporating so fast into the air. i got two pf her CUTE passport photo. that was like so cute and awesome. everything is in my wallet.
everytime i see her, i will feel happy and relaxed. but today my IPOD took over
my place in her heart as she keeps on listening to it. I HATE U ipod! wahaha...
just kidding anyway. we went to take a bus to toa payoh then to dhoby ghaut.
we walked around plaza singapura and do alot of sweet stuffs. it is just so nice.
we only have like 2 hours plus so we walked around and slacked AGAIN.
we are always playing around and jumping all over.
talking about that, we almost miss the train because of her playfulness.
one a stop reach,she will hold my hand and drag me out to another cabin. this goes on until we came to the front cabin. haha. I JUST LOVE the way she behaves. BEING herself!
she is not afraid of me minding her weird behavior or anyone looking or what. i think that is pretty cool. i wanna be with her every moment i swear. but i think that is impossible.
just let things be natural and all.
she is always so nice and good at her words when it come to comfort me.
that glib tongue of her. after awhile, she went off to potong pasir to meet her cliques for dinner.
and yes, is not with me instead. but i think that is good too. at least she got time with her friends too. i guess is gonna be long before she comes back. sighs. hope tomorrow will be a better day.
i mean i dun have to hope. everyday is getting better and better. but i think we will have problems in thursday. hope i can solve with her and unless she is like so free to accomodate my timing. god bless. the world blessed man. whee.. woots! now i know how it feels.

-i woke up every morning feeling motivated and all.
-everyday is a brand new day await to look forward to.
-every seconds she is running in my mind.
everything will keeps getting better. (:

i <3> you , my baby.


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Monday, September 05, 2005
today was a horrid day i swear. maybe not that horrid after the second part of the story.
i slept at 4.30am because i'm studying for my maths test. thanks to cousin jasper.
his teaching and patience helps me alot and i owe him BIG time. ((:
thanks baby for accompanying till that time i guess she is worn out too.
awww... how sweet of her. love her for her craziness and the way she eat. always so DIRTY!
i treat her like a kid that i have to worry for her and care for her most of the time.
cleaning her fingers when is dirty and helping her with the cleaning up.
i woke up today with a terrible feeling of vomitting and stuffs.
this isn't the best of all i swear. i was half dead i swear.
i felt much better after giving baby a call and we chatted and she is preparing for school too.
she went for her bio lesson while i go for my test. test was rather easy. efforts pay off!
i rushed over to meet her straight after that. i walked pretty fast just to find a special drink that she likes alot. but to no valid after so many shops. i swear they sucks la! and that time, time is running out. but finally BOBBY got it ways. uhhuh.. waited for her under the sun at first but after so long that i couldn't take it so i went to the bus stop. i'm like always tensed up when she don't reply her sms. i hope she will change gradually. but i know she is busy so yapps. so happy to see her walking out of school after so long. tireness went off upon her arrival (: love her
we went to town and watched a documentary movie show. MARCH of the penguins. -.-"
but overall, it is rather nice and interesting. but i'm so sorry but i'm really tired.
i tried at all means just to stay happy because i don't want her to be worry.
we spent our time walking and window shopping
. those time were marvellous.
i just want her to know...
-whatever u do, u are not bothering me.
-you are not a hindrance or irritance to me.
-in fact u rock my soul. so don't hesistate please.
wanted to walk her home but she insist i go straight home because is a long journey into her house. so yeah... parted off. i'm so sorry that i affected her mood somehow when i couldn't take it and show my tireness out. she is feeling the pain and worrying for me. sorry. whatever we do today, we enjoyed ourselves and is all our first time.

i miss your hugs and kisses. =X haha.
that's our third date (:

-47 more to 50 first dates.



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Sunday, September 04, 2005
i doubt i will have the time to blog later on.
so i guess it will be better to blog now.
the ipod doesn't really interest me yet.
is just like i'm not really into that device.
well.. what am i thinking ? i should appreciate it.
ok.. next two weeks will be really busy.
let some of you know that i won't be at the court so often.
after 21st of september. it will pass very fast. yea.
i will be watching march of the penguin later with amanda i guess.
hope everything will be fun and all.
but for now, i gotta go and study for my maths test tomorrow.
everyone take care for those we are ill like me. (:
god bless the broken soul...
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today was a day not to forget.
indeed had my fun and stuffs.
movie was great. funny and emotional.


-i love this picture.


later i went to meet amanda.
ok..i bought her some chocos which robs me off my pocket.
but i think it is worth it because is nice.
she is a weird girl and all. lunatic like what she mentioned.
it was her birthday so yeah. must make it a happy one ((=
the things we did was fun and crazy.
but you know good things always come to an end. so yeah..
we took some neoprints which i will post it when it is scan.
we slacked around and all. i think is movie tomorrow again.
oh yah.. if that's the case, i better go study later no matter how tired i am now.
because monday is maths test. argh. i hate it ! :(

-don't judge a book by its cover. haha. she knows what i mean.


and it is time to get serious like this. last two busy weeks for me. =/

-me and daniel. he is my ............ wahaha.
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
my dad just bought me an ipod out of nowhere.
isn't he great? wow. i got an IPOD!
cheerios. that make me recover from my sickness.
wahaha =X off to town later ((:
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Friday, September 02, 2005
i'm sick and down with an illness
that makes my whole body aches like nobody business.
i guess is the insufficient sleeping hours for the past few days.
rushing through projects and i gotta start studying for my exams too.
time ticking away. glad to spend my times with the court peeps just now.
but i gotta apologise that i'm abit boring today la.
i'm sick and so you all should understand how it feels.
thanks for the concern given by people anyway.
iim feeling blessed. (:
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look at the time now!
i've been online since 8pm and i'm free to blog until now!?!?
have completed the internet application project finally.
now i'm just waiting for amanda to finish up her bio study.
well.. i got c programming flow chart which is a hindrance la! hate it!
i still gotta transfer some pictures into my handphone.
oh yah.. i remembered i still have a plate of noodle beside me.
i'm sooo busy for that noodle. haha. poor me. not even a cup of drink :(
owells.. things will get better. i just got to know that next week on thursday and friday ,
i got two common tests then follow by my final exams. gosh!
i hope september ends ((: well.. weilian won the superstar.
i'm quite emotional on this kind of show. that reality hits.
is like one gotta go home so hurt and sad losing.
this is getting me into another person. i feel like i'm a two faced guy.
people got different perspective of me on the outside and inside. well...
i think "he" changed alot somehow.
and i'm not happy about it. nothing to rejoice over.
everything just gotta go through changes and is a matter of
fact whether how u face it and accept it. well.. i will try.

london bridge is falling down,falling down,falling down.
~SN2 is falling down,falling down, falling down :(
how "great" it can be right now...
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