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Monday, February 28, 2005 |
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to entry is specially for LB and all the people who i am very close to! you shld know who.life without bobby is still fun and exciting.according to age from descending.
-*jeff my "strong tree"//my one of my close buddy who teaches me how to shoot well and always share his problems and secrets with me. i think the bond and trust between us is getting stronger. rem the times, i was beaten by u in a silly way. well.. at that moment,i seriously hate u! but now, everything is so fine! we will still have a competition. one on one! (: dun skip class and study hard.
-*gordon//one that we lose touch and hope he is doing well and know what he is doing. hope that he can be back into study mood. someone help him?
-*angela my "fan"//my biting kaki and she cares for me and help me take care of my things the most times. always treating me drinks and i owe her loads. well.. im gonna miss her. and rem what to do when u see a drumstick in ur dream! bite val! study hard and any songs uwan,take my hp! i wont mind. must buck up in ur english k ?(:
-*aaron my "laoda"//my best bball pal cum lao da! always caring and teaching me new skills. he is indeed a good friend and faithful one. don't always skip lessons ok? not good. concentrate and do ur best! and don't always eat ma! later ah hui say u again! oops ! hahas! i will be back to learn more from you again. teach me more. lol. dun bully ben hor ! (:
-*valerie my "drumstick"//my auntie! lols. always kanna choke slam by me. still rem those time when u said , "i choke myself"! well.. i miss those time. and rem don't always get bullied by that huihui and let her scratch you. must win her! oops ! anyway, life is gonna be the same when im not arnd. just play with vin more and teach him how to make the sound i can scream out. lols (: study hard!
-*tracy my "wife"//my ah lian jie!always fierce but nice to me ! well.. she is so smart and always wanting me to send her songs as well. lol. hope that she can resolve tehe misunderstanding she had with her bf. one girl that one night.... with me. lol. u get what i mean. hahas ! she look nice with that hair bundle up. keep it up and grow longer! lol (:
-*huihui the "CC pig"//i still rem the first time when u talk to me when im sitting beside you and we started friends in this way. to be serious, she is the closest to me among all gals. she is there for me when im down. happy for me when im happy? well.. we did have a conflict over some stuffs and we kinda drift after that.but now that i'm leaving,im missing u. everything is gone. our time when we talk back behind people? oops! lol. u only! time passes so fast! well.. i still haven't see ur merlion! (: take care and gd luck for ur english too. UR HC english!
-*vinz my best buddy// "who flys and nvr falls" is the closest and i mean closest. go sch together. go home together. eat together. share everything within ourselves. always treat me. my viewing kakis! i will always miss those times. seriously,im gonna miss u. our long journey back home. and many stuffs. u shared with me my sorrows and joys everytime without fail. what more can i ask for? but time for studies and rem to think wisely and let things go naturally. call me frequently to update abt LB.
-*verin my "teacher"//one who teach me to look at the correct and good gals. and teaches me a lot of da dao li. lol. she is nice to me and i willl always rem her the first day who dress up like a teacher. lol. 1979? lol. well.. im gonna see u in poly! u can make it and continue to be kiasu. no harm bc is good for ur own future. study hard and ya... no one for u to scream like a lady voice le. hahas ! i will miss all the times.
-*jojo my "matrix partner"// she is nice and always slping. hahas ! caught u in camera k ? lol. a good helper during our modelling roadshow. my cab kaki and we are members! lol. i stil lowe u loads of teas! hahas ! i will be back to treat u ok ? take care and study hard. hee. and dun keep thinking of biting me la hor. u evil girl. lol! kidding. take care in future.
-*shellen// failure means postpone success. u can do it thru the ite method. u r a smart girl. strive hard and smiles always. we will be there for you. (:
-*ade my "dearie cum sis"// well... i know you are sad but still i will be arnd. every sat we can still be out with vinz and all to rock arnd in town. right? lol. i will always miss all the good times and laughters we shared. u must know how to make the right choice and yah... so what if i peep at ur number in the first place? at least u didnt regret right ? lol. shh... dun cry for me because is not worth it?
im gonna miss everyone i swear! those who are not included, i will miss u all! my tears came running down... |
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2/28/2005 09:13:00 PM comments
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hey everyone out there ! i passed both of my Os retook subjects!
poly here i come for you! finally this barrier of mine is over but i miss all my friends :(
sorry to the one that cried for me well im sad as well. but for the future, i gotta be selfish.
so sorry. to all the people out there who do well, congrats! those that didnt really do well..
remember this thing- failure means postpone success. heed this advice and listen to it.
i went through this before and i know how it feels. it suks i know but what past is past.
i am going to run to dad and grab a laptop from him! this is what i deserved !
i shall be quite busy the next few days to settle those poly stuffs so sorry to those who im gonna neglect. i will make up. thanks for everyone congrats and wishes. be right back bobby |
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2/28/2005 06:13:00 PM comments
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Sunday, February 27, 2005 |
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why can't people get what they want and satisfy themselves ?
do we really have to resort to the logic of ...
don't go searching for it because it will come looking for you ?
well... i do believe in it somesort but i can't accept the fact of it.
as they said,fight for your own future? so what is this all about ?
OMG! so confused about it. results coming out tomorrow and will i still be staying in the old spoilt image of mine or can i start anew once again ? wait till tmr comes...
i find that my friend who said this is quite meaningful.
don't be picky on the whole bait of fish u caught, just choose one suitable and good one and let the remaining off or else you will end up losing all.
well... to this friend of mine; i've not found the right suitable fish till now.
off to basketball later to de stress myself. might not be going out to anywhere tmr.
i am so bored so i decided to continue.
rain heavily this morning while having my breakfast with my two love ones.
upon raining, i felt so lonely yet again but i realised another thing.
i'm kind hearted as well. i react immediately when a old lady got problem carrying her groceries up. ok.. i swear that was damn heavy because of the trolley and stuffs. well.. it was kinda rusty and i cut myself at the finger. but after helping her, the thankyou she said out was happening. well... upon this, i came to something.
i shall let everything goes it way. *i mean it. no point always searching and looking at it. seriously im tired of it. i am! i'm gonna listen to immelia's advice for once. and hope that thing comes to me.
-tomorrow snadwich breakfast?
-pebbles ?
a brand new you coming out. bobby, u have grown up but still ;move on with life.
c'mon, get a life! (:
just came home not long ago from basketball. i played exactly one hour in the heavy rain. it feels good to destress this way but i'm feeling kinda unwell after that. what's wrong with you ? is sounds quite absurb but then i'm worrying for tomorrow. who knows how i'm feeling right now?
-my sunshine mei mark the day (: |
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2/27/2005 06:37:00 PM comments
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Thursday, February 24, 2005 |
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results is coming out tomorrow ?
mixed feelings due to school stuffs and friends around me for quite a moment?
i can't bear to leave them either but for my own future, i gotta be selfish.
therefore one say that u gotta be selfish to be at the top of everyone.
but hopefully i got the ideal results which can land me into the poly i wanted.
owell well well.. for now,i can only pray hard.
who is gonna share the joy with me when i take good results?
who is gonna share the sorrows with me when i take undesire results?
i'm gonna play basketball long hours just to run away from the fact of reality.
argh ! fcuk it |
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2/24/2005 11:42:00 AM comments
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005 |
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now i believe fate plays a big part in our daily life.
quoted from vinz..
she wont fly away
if she's meant for me
well... today i just saw my neighbour whom i seen since young.
and me still remain a stranger to her because she still can't recognise me.
come on darrlyn... open up your eyes and look around.
her blurness and sleepy face makes her kinda cute?
before we walked past each other, i got a strong feeling that she is in that life,
and YES, she was in the life with her mum. OMG! i thought to myself. ;p
oh yah... i hate people who keep talking and mentioning about the bad past of others.
i don't think you can get so forgetful to forget those stuffs.
although is just a pitiful few penny, but is the promise u broke that breaks my heart.
i can be very good to you but please,get off my head if you wanna climb over it.
but today i seen the true colour of you. socialising isn't a bad thing. but...
don't over do it. it may seem another bad way to people.
but for now, the eraser had done its job on what he is supposed to do in my brain.
thanks my eraser! (: you are off my list. |
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2/23/2005 06:29:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005 |
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quoted from a song
don't say you love me ,u don't even know me
if you are really want me, then give me some time.
well.. when i heard this phrase from this particular song,
alot of thoughts went through my mind,
*love at frist sight (is that possible?)?
*do you really understand your partner well enough to say you really loves her?
*do you really want her to be the one who will eventually walk with you in your lifetime?
*love
-need to be developed and it requires patient.
-is never jealousy nor lust.
-is never rude or selfish.
-takes no pleasurein another people sense
-is all about trust,hope,endurance and comittment.
this entry is to all the people who are confused and caught in the love web.
mirror mirror hanging on the wall
you don't have to tell me whose the biggest fool of all...
mirror mirror i wish that you could lie to me.. |
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2/22/2005 02:30:00 PM comments
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Monday, February 21, 2005 |
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first of all, thanks to that pig who waited for me and my friends in school for one hour.
thanks for the belated vday gift from melene and the stone that is all over the place from ade.
well... days are going normal for me nowadays.
nothing much special is happening.
always hanging out with the same old clicks in my class and addie's group.
perhaps is time to change the lifestyle i'm stucked in? life getting bored for bobby.
i can't stay in this way because i'm hyper active? or inquisitive?
and my daughter is suddenly coming back to daddy after we miss out so many times together
due to insufficient time and own hectic programs and her working hours.
glad to have breakfast with her and catch up with her abit yesterday. the best sunday i got?!
seem like she encountered some rocky path in the BGR but i know she is gonna hang in there because she promised me 3 years ? hope that everything goes well if not i'm always here.
lalala... now i really hope i got an eraser in my mind.
the story goes again and again... i'm sick of it. |
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2/21/2005 08:36:00 PM comments
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Sunday, February 20, 2005 |
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i've an eraser on my mind therefore i'm gonna forget everything slowly.
including vinz! oops ! heehee...
well...
a moment to remember really motivated and touched my heart.
i realised that everything is so precious to me.
just that i needa know who to treasure and cherish.
as simple as that.
new hair cut and new playing style.
let the past be the past bobby...
as the memory goes...
i met you because i'm forgetful
i'm leaving you because i'm forgetful
-bobby |
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2/20/2005 08:03:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005 |
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to everyone who is reading this right now.anyone who come across this blog.
this is gonna be my last entry till some miracle happens or whatever.u all can still continue to tag and stuffs. i will try to reply if i am able to read it.
due to many ups and downs this few weeks or i should say after the modelling roadshow,
life is good in the first place but slowly it starts to turn bad. it isn't so bad afterall.
just that i get more busy and stuffs that i neglected my parents,basketball & other friends.
it changed my mind concept that i should treat them better and waste money on them instead of ..... i find it quite true! what do u get in return ? thanks ? but what for? i can spend it on myself in a way to reward myself. is time for me to give myself a well deserved break.
Os results coming out soon in 1 or 2 weeks time. hope for all the best if not i'm doom case!
friends come in and out of my life and i seriously don't understand what's the point of having so many at a time? love life isn't going well due to low confidence and self esteem. once hurt,twice shy! friends in disguise and being used by a friend? why can't some people settle down!? why do i get sour or mood change when i saw couples hugging and holding hands blissfully? ok....i made some resolutions. i'm not gonna force things to be in my ways instead i will just let it come naturally through god plans. i wanna experience the way everything is gonna be plan by the god up there. true friendship, true love & true test and obstacles set by u.
you gonna help me with all these because from now onwards, i place my hands in you. i've seen the true colours of all kind of people in this society. i will be smart from now on! beware!
- bobby is gone from now onwards and he will be back blogging when the time is right.
- sms him or whatever if there is anything important.
- so till now, wait till a brand new fairytale story begins. bid off. |
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2/15/2005 07:30:00 PM comments
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Thursday, February 10, 2005 |
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is a boring lunar day 2 for me !
nowhere to go ! and have been stoning infront of the computer since 10am?
well.. ade and melene might be coming for house visit later in the evening.
well.. they are up to no good. wahaha...
had earn abit back yesterday but still not happy.
-lala girl is missing in action.
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2/10/2005 03:09:00 PM comments
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005 |
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sorry for those who sms-ed me yesterday but i didn't reply.
wasn't in a good mood because i lost some cash due to some people.
argh! i'm gonna win everything back i swear and yes!
curse them to lose so i can win and buy loads of stuffs.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL! (:
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2/09/2005 10:27:00 AM comments
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005 |
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happy new year eve to everyone who is reading this!
busy schedule ahead. didn't head down to school for some reasons.
like to recap on something, she seem to be giving me the wrong meaning which is
so misunderstanding. but what will happen in the end? will it be too late at that time ?
or simply just hack care about everything and let things goes it way? guess the 2nd choice is a better choice. phew! serious thought about it.
once again, i failed to meet lala girl in lala land. when will the time arrives?
-granny house in the afternoon for reunion dinner.
-uncle KT house in the evening till late night.
hope to see all my cousins there! hee. get ready for some pictures! (:
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2/08/2005 10:07:00 AM comments
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Monday, February 07, 2005 |
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- *presenting you the story of mr breadman & the lala girl?
-a little boy out to supermarket for groceries shopping;
-learning to pick the best out of so many;
-squeezing with aunties and kids;
-thinking of the designs and preparations of it;
-keeps one with a real headache;
-one filled with butter and ham?
-one filled with chocos? -one filled with peanut butter? -one filled with just plain ham?
-getting outta bed in the morning like 2am when everyone is aslp?
-making the kitchen a mess? -running out of sleepness?
-making it to be the perfect way it is ? - and make it most presentable?
-he learnt something while doing all these stuffs?
-mum had a hard time all these years.
-learnt to be more patient, careful in some ways, endure how to open a heavy eyelid. lol.
well... all these are worth it when that someone says ''i love them to bits" ...
awww.... i know people out there think is kinda fairytale story but ....
bobby believe in fairy tale stories.... :)
lala girl do exist in lala land.. flying and flying
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2/07/2005 07:01:00 PM comments
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Sunday, February 06, 2005 |
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i hate the feeling that you always showing me that attitude!
well... is not that i lack the number of friends in my circle of life?
is alright with me to lose someone like you because i believe there is much more friends who i deserved. i don;t really lose anything after losing you.
let's say ; your loss!
valentine day is approaching and still i don't even dare to think about it.
school is still as usual on that particular day with a CA test ? OMG!
seriously,when i look & know you better,
you don't look so perfect to me. is just illusion ? well...
i don't wish to talk about it.
alot of familiar faces caught my attention when i was in orchard yest for the 1st time in 3 months? is been a long time for me. since i step into that area.
but i dun like crowded places! who likes! but two cool shirts! wow!
off for more later on... cya guys!
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2/06/2005 01:09:00 PM comments
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Friday, February 04, 2005 |
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can u believe that someone told me that she got a dream that happen in real life?
we were talking about some stuffs and i was answering her.
"that was our 030303 and isn't valentine day mend for couples?" i said that to her.
she was like saying, can i ask you sth?
she said that whatever i said just now appeared on her dreams before but she just don't know who is the one telling her that.
i was kinda shocked at first. believe it or not is what she told me. but is like quite true?
she was shocked that the person turned out to be me and the scariest part is that we known each other only for like a week? what is this!? issit fiction or non-fiction ? who can explain this?
was kinda upset and disappointed during the game period.
was confused up by alot of insecure and unsure stuffs that made me think this way.
u can't blame me for this? is not my pms or what. just that i felt that way.
i guess vinz know it all.
but wells... huihui, ade and me won the most active trader with a certificate.
will post the picture up. but no one was there to share the joy with me.
take care vinz and dun think so much over those stuffs.
they are simply distraction god set for you. settle it once and for all and just chunk it away !
busy for the next two days shopping for my chinese new year clothings!
lastly, not forgetting about the dream thing?
i guess no one experience that before but "tanessa" just did. (:
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2/04/2005 09:05:00 PM comments
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Thursday, February 03, 2005 |
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charity work is based on voluntary.
and asking people who are willing to donate and not by force!
and two girls does that in clementi interchange today and my fren vinz flared up for the first time since i know him. he even called the police! with my hp! hahas!
a total of 104 people joined up with us for the impression club.
it was a hell yeah and it will be fun in future.
now i know is a terror being ask for numbers if u don't know that someone else.
and i experience it for today . ahhas ! but isn't it a kick for awhile?
well.. better than nothing.
oh yah... with my group of class LB gang, i can't behave the way i wanted to be.
they are too cheerful and "funnable" to be with.
i love them. they are partly my joy and sorrows.
tomorrow is gonna be another new day. hopefully everything goes well for me
here i come world trade game.
off u go my sorrows and i'm gonna heed from "tanessa" to chunk everything away and start a brand new life.
thanks for being there. i guess only u know how i feel. (:
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2/03/2005 08:26:00 PM comments
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005 |
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i know i've been ranting for the dunnoe how many of the 899898 times!
and cursing and shouting here.
sorry and thanks blog!
the cross i've been wearing broke this evening!
i think even god implied that i don't deserve the cross to be wore on me!
the horoscope is not true at all! successful ?! what the fcuk!?
it took me a year to walked out of the dark side of me and just a few words,
i plunged all the way down again! is again! u know how is the feeling like!?
i don't want to mentioned anything about it. i am not gonna do so.
from now onwards, i'm going back to that "corner" and just be the old me.
keeping stuffs to myself, not gonna joke around like a joker, not gonna be ranting my stuffs to my friends and make them worry. he is just gonna stay there... all by himself. seriously,grant him that wish perhaps.
i don't know how to face alot of people tmr seriously.
maybe i shldn't go instead? can i really make that BIG change in one day?
over one matter? she actually leaves me in a lurch when i need someone ?
isn't that another blow? therefore i say, is all rubbish! i can't be bothered with it.
realised alot of stuffs during this time of madness i created.
life is all about ups and downs.
what the point when all of ur frens say
-"u not bad looking what."
-"u're such a nice guy."
-"tons of them waiting oout there for u."
but in the end of the day... u got nothing!
leaving in broken pieces badly... :(
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2/02/2005 07:25:00 PM comments
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