i waited and waited. i'm always doing so. patiently and painfully. just for that beep i long awaited since early morning. but i really didn't receive any. even the busiest person on earth, will at least send one to his most valuable one in his heart. i just don't get it. but its ok. because is like that, once it get longer, the pain that inflicts on u, makes u numb and feeling nothing is so much important. imagine that you are waiting till late night everyday, and waking up in the early morning the next day everyday, doing all this just by that simple sms? i always called you on ur hp for don't know how many times but is always the same. it just keep ringing and ringing till i have to painfully press it down. whenever i called, i will be thinking, "is this going to be a wasted call again?" and the answer is always the same. is useless. i guess if something only happen to me, then i will receive something from u. if not... like till now, i'm still waiting and worrying for you after your sms that makes me worry so much but yet u chose not to explain to me or ensure me what happen. what is this going on? terrible. nvm. more terrible stuffs on the way. i won't sms or call u as often because i know it will be irritating if this goes long. instead, i will be the bad guy now. let u miss my sms and call. i know this is not right people but do i have other choices? but still, i will be loving you as much and supporting u all the way at all means. hope you will appreciate everything. god bless. <3
this is the recent injury i got for myself. but the pain in the heart is more pain than this. :(
