HEY PEOPLE! ATTENTION HERE! this most probably will be the LAST ENTRY. this blog has been with me for so long and now everything is so nicely decorated with our stuffs but i guess it gotta end this way. she cancel her blog and now what's the point of me blogging? actually i'm quite disappointed with it when i learned about it but it seem to be nothing to her. come on, to think of it, it is actually blog stuffs and those daily entries that brought us together. but you treat it like so easy. just select+a and type in a few words. this is what you told me? whenever i think of it, this blog has been my ups and downs. it has this feeling with me. the only thing that knows me inside out. BUT i might reconsider blogging again if a certain number of people wants me to blog again thru the tagboard or anywhere. it all depends. my entry maybe boring/interesting. ratings is on you all people. thanks. before i end this blog, i will just finished up with what i wanna say today. as usual i went to fetch her from school and back to her home and that long journey out. each time the journey seem longer and boring. is not because i'm bored of her of the love is gone. just that i feel it lacks something here. SERIOUSLY people, am i not good enough or doesn't do the right thing some way? it lack this communication between the both of us. when i was bathing just a moment ago, i was thinking to myself, when was the last time i really had a good and proper talk with her on the phone? i couldn't think of it. i'm very sad over it actually. i can't say out to her. i can only keep to myself all this while. but now i think i really couldn't take it. so dear blog, bear with me alright. i'm always using u. is always been i'm waiting for your sms and phone call, and i always think u will keep ur promise and call me. but it always end up in false hopes. always. which made me waited till wee hours. i wondered how could i slipped out of your mind. i really can't believe that. ok... when *you read till here. you might be angry or pissed with me. but i'm sorry to say this. accept what i said here because this is how i feel. i can't say out to u so i guess the only "person" i can say out to is this blog. maybe i will blog but save my entries as a draft for myself to keep it as a memory? let me ask *you something. do u know how long have we met? we have met for a consecutives of 19 days and counting. i'm trying hard to make it a perfect oen month anniversary just like that. it will be the best present ever.but is getting harder as each day past. is it god's plan? to all the people out there, do take care and study hard. good luck in everything you all do. whenever you all are down or what, remember u can just nudge me in msn. hope some kind souls will comment about this overall entry. thanks (: i'll take my leave here :(
i'm still waiting for your sms; and your long awaited call... :(
i truly madly deeply in love with you. trust me. love me not... <3
this goes to marky that stalker. who stalks my girlfriend. stop pestering her will you. and i know you are reading this.
