just a short recap about yesterday happening. my baby came over to my house and study. she is like so nervous and all. she is so nice yet again. (i mean she is always nice to me) she lent me her favourite dvds again. the three episodes of LOTR. oh my.. if only i have the time... thinking. well.. everything went smoothly. and we had fun and all. baby loves my refrigerator because there is plently of food. the only thing that attracted her stomach is the dragonfruit.
-the things we ate -one whole box of dragonfruit. -one bread with cheese -one glass of ice water -chocolate milk -few pieces of honeydews
that cost u $18.15 baby. haha. pay up time! ok.. im lame. i'm lame due to the fact that my test are starting later at 11am and i'm kinda still not confident enough.But i think i will get a slightly average mark. yeaps. later on, she will be coming over to my place again to study. we made plans for our study life style. so yea. i don't think i'm coming online later. because i gotta study for tomorrow test which is internet application. man man.. hope i can endure till next week ends. oh yah.. i had told my mum about her. mum is totally cool with it and didn't say much. today shall be the day they meet. hope everything goes well. i know it will. god bless. she just saw my mum. haha. she was so cute. hiding behind me and holding onto my arm so tight. haha. i think she blushed too. ahha. anyway, i can't let jealousy get over my head. last time was a mistake and i can't let it repeat again because i don't want to lose her. i seriously don't want. i really hope she will take my words deep into her heart & think of it. she will always ask me whether i still lover or or do i love her, but i always kept quiet or refuse to comment because i dont have words for
-what's another word for more than eternity?
we are still like a machine that is not 100% fixed. there are stuffs when we don't know how each behave. the different lifestyle & way of communication. but i do know that, whenever you are down,i'm always the first so sense it w/o u telling me. that's what i called chemistry perhaps (: but sometimes due to some problems which arised, you mind not know that u are hurting me, but deep in my heart, i was saying... "i know i need time to suit the way u live and all" is gonna be tough and hurtful but when i know you are around, the impossible is easy when we got together <3> sometimes some words are better to keep to myself than saying out, is not that i'm selfish but in fact, i don't want u to get sad/hurt. the first day i started knowing you, i know there is no way back... cause i'm soooooooo truly madly deeply in love with u.
