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Thursday, March 31, 2005 |
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topic for today- BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND always ABOVE FRIEND.
boyfriend always come first then friend.
but you will find something weird here, when both broke up.
FRIENDS come up immediately. isn't that unfair? come on. is just like spare tyres.
i know that's common to all people out there including me myself.
but i know how it feels so i will change to be fair to everyone even if i got a girlfriend.
verdict= FRIENDS are more important than boyfriend and girlfriend.
look carefully! i mentioned boy/girl friend. it will be a different thing if it is a long term relationship or wife/husband.
back to today thing. changed my blog music again. kind of laggy. i've no idea too.
the smell of medication in the early morning to the clinic sucks.
but followed by the fresh aroma of coffee in the coffeeshop make me realised i miss those olden days where my whole family will come down together and have breakfast together.
it has been a long long time since we do that together. i doubt we can do it again.
brother heading for NS soon. school gonna start for me and my brother too.
the prospect of going school together with my bro,cousin,neighbour and best buddy perks me up. that's what i called life! but not forgetting vinz and co.
after breakfast, off to the wet market. fishy smell and those wet floor.
i simply love them. i know i' m weird but don't ask me why. i just do.
btw,i'm down with sore eyes and i hope it won't affect friday and saturday schedule.
gonna slack at home the whole day. yayy... |
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3/31/2005 11:25:00 AM comments
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005 |
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everything went as normal for today in school.
i reached school,no lessons already so i decided to slack with natalie and friends at clementi.
vinz was with me because we are the only ones left. upon reaching home, it started to rain heavily. there goes my basketball day again. saw david as well.
my reflections once again.
-well... now i know that i'm still not yet that reaady for relationship bcz it certaintly cost.
as in financially not stable though i got enough for myself in that account of mine. is like more than enough. but i don't want ot waste money on things i know it won't last till i died. i just wanna find someone seriously nice and just let it be.time is still there for me. i've alot of uncompleted things to be done. i wanna spend my time wisely and get em done. i'm so happy with the life i'm living for now. simple and easy without any problems to face with right now.
irritating eyes are getting me fed up easily. but i don't show it out. so dun worry.
friday and saturday is another busy schedule. ok... sunday as well. phew ! (: |
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3/30/2005 03:24:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005 |
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hey jeff! i'm so shocked when u got infection on ur throat. hope you are feeling better now.
take care and i will pray for you. rest well.
today day was fine for me. a normal day just passed like that.
but i learnt one thing that is vinz is like not available like normal? well... i can't revealed much.
everything is like so fast and i must start moving fast too. i can't be left behind.
went to school to pass eliza back her stuffs then talk to natalie awhile before leaving
JP with vinz to buy something for his .... lol. then went to bugis to find hui and co.
had lunch with them and some catch up with them before heading home.
is like those typical days without any special things happening. what a day !?
i'm starting to know things and see things in another perspective ways this few days.
all silently and by myself. i believe. i understand. i acknowledged.
till now, i walked a lonely road..
-i will always pray for all the people out there. |
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3/29/2005 08:54:00 PM comments
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Monday, March 28, 2005 |
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gosh ! i'm like so busy since i'm online like 8pm.
till like now i stilll haven't got a break and dinner. argh !
i'm so pissed off when i'm hungry! argh!
ok... let's do a fast recap of today.
lessons were so boring but then for the sake of friends, i still went back.
went to have chats with loads of friends which makes my day so busy around.
hahas ! like huihui and group, natalie group, claudia group and steve they all.
gosh ! well... these are not important at all. FRIENDS for life is the best ! (:
hope vinz can make a choice sooner or later and not being sensitive?
and to all those who got problems out there. i will keep praying for all of you as...
i believe in "the one and only one"
BOBBY LIFE IS SO HAPPENING ! cool! yay! |
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3/28/2005 09:56:00 PM comments
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Sunday, March 27, 2005 |
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church this morning was good.
good easter to everyone.
the act was good. stef , emelyn and me was so into that "backstage crew"
well.. that's an important role ok!? she is like so proud of her sister ? -oops!-
she just getting cuter la. anyway, i'm getting along fine and more familiar with those youths.
this church getting abit that warmth for me. i'm settling down welli guess.
got to know some people better . from my cell and the whole youth ministry.
thanks to ryan dad who gave me a lift home. much appreciated it. thanks uncle!
and stef keep matchmaking me with people. tsk! well... a happy and fulfilled day.
i got to know god abit better and i live my life for him (:
now i know friends are the thing that i needed all this while.
all thanks to close ones and my churchmates. they made me feel younger. |
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3/27/2005 07:02:00 PM comments
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Saturday, March 26, 2005 |
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my second entry for today.
yesterday night i was so down that i ate some stuffs at 1am.
listen up!
-2 packets of noodles with 4 crabsticks and an egg!
-two bars of chocolates.
-one honeydew.
-bread with cheese.
yes.i get sad i gouge them!
went sentosa with natalie,shuting and eliza this morning. it was a last minute thing.
at least i'm able to keep myself relax this time. natalie kept asking me why iwas so quiet.
i am sad and down,so of coz im quiet right? but the music rocks!
i've been yearning for the sun but when i reach there,raining cats and dogs. argh!
but the whole trip isn't that important.
i realised something while doing self reflection and while reading the bible.
i get cranky and moody when i'm alone. but i'm a different person when i'm with my friends.
ok..i do get jealous or envy when i saw all my friends are attached while i'm not.
that feeling isn't nice at all. i decided to stop my blogging world for a little while.
i feel that i have alot to do in hand but i just don;t know how to start it.
i've decided to be nice to people i've neglected. i just wanna be nice and friendly to all peeps.
everyone shall be treated the same but i will find the special one.
and to someone who brought me all the way down...
you will never know how it feels.
-and im sure u will nvr be at this blog reading this.
take care eveyone and god bless (:
im sick of this life of mine !
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3/26/2005 09:25:00 PM comments
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i was so high up and she brought my confidence right down.
that how's my morning goes. is terrible. and im really damn low.
vinz,u know how issit like to be feeling like this ? gosh!
nvm. will update more about it . or maybe not.
but i will always be optimistic. (: |
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3/26/2005 10:34:00 AM comments
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Friday, March 25, 2005 |
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good friday is simply so bored for this guy here.
isn't it pathetic?with his legs & hands injured. infected with a red eye with no specific reasons.
oh c'mon, life isn't that bad like what u think. but to me,is really bad.
-* the reasons
.he felt like he is in the lonely lala world when it seem to be crowded months back.
.he got some problems which is bothering him but he don't really know what it is
.he misses his friends back in years.
.the right person had not enter his life yet.
.his injuries.
.aiyah... he just feels down in everything now.
the complicaticity of the whole matter just bothers me alot.
is like everything isn't in the right place.
who is really there for me ? c'mon,i know there are but it won't be forever.
thinking on all the things he done back in months or years,is like so stupid.
wasting money on useless thing. not spending the right time on the right thing.
i mean i don't want to be ranting on people ears so i decided to rant everything here instead?
yes. he will be back for an entry after some days. walking off for some reflections. |
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3/25/2005 01:49:00 PM comments
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Thursday, March 24, 2005 |
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hair back to black again. but still abit brown which is only obvious when there is sunlight.
my right eye getting redder than ever without a specific reasons.
i got badly injured during a match whihc injured my palm and butt.
the continuously run through out the match gave me blisters.
that fall was high and landed with a "BOOM!"
the hectic shedules refrained me from writing long entry.
rushing off the J8 with friends. oh yah...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIMLI!
-* hope you like that prezzie
i will be back for longer entry.. sorry about it (: |
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3/24/2005 07:43:00 PM comments
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Sunday, March 20, 2005 |
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church service today. "worry is a habit"
well. find that quite true but that isn't a bad thing either.
i like going to this church but the problem is that my cell group members don't appeal to me.
i find it quite weird and funny. the feeling is awkward! that's why.
hope that god will do something to it. i pray for it.
went to take neo with my god didi again. well. it was fun and nice once again.
but one thing for sure, they don't treat with me the simple respect? they can just say whatever they want. but nvm. i shall endure with it. i hope to see changes.
went to play basketball later and i'm like getting sick of it sooner or later.ineedabreak.
well.. holidays start for me tmr and everyone school reopens? what is this !? im gonna be bored! nvm. i always got vinz! oops ! hahhas ! seldom heard from him now. hope he is doing fine. i've alot to write but i'm sick of saying everything. so just be with it.
take care shiangg ling and kimli ur arm. swimming isn't a bad thing. hope u win sth! (:
when all the bad things come,they come together.
but when all the good things come,i find them to hot to handle.
my family!
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3/20/2005 08:33:00 PM comments
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Saturday, March 19, 2005 |
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late night out yesterday landing me walking and jogging home from kovan.
simply that i don't like ti waste money on cabs? just treat it like exercising at night?
hahas. optimistic of me. anyway, had a great and fun time yesterday with steph,drey & nelson.
dinner with steph at cine foodcourt which made her saw her cousin which is termed as hot!?
well.. met up with drey and nelson and we decided to pool but everywhere is ike crowded.
it is always like that on FRIDAY NIGHT steph. haha! oops ! talking about her,she is someone for me to add to my suan-ing list. haha! but she is good at it sometimes. she belongs to those "ang mo" type? everything went well and after long hours of window shopping, is time for us to get to somewhere near kovan to relax and drink. pool for the both of them while me and steph just play cards. so that's a day out ? surprisingly i didn't spend that much yesterday night. ok... time for the BIG part! i'm gonna get a treat from kimli bcz it is her birthday. haha! what a GAIN!? i'm gonna eat till you broke! hee. forgive me for that. but i'm seriously smelling food now! grrr....
-* upon meeting her,makes me think back of the memories i had with her when we first met.
but i know fat hopes. it won't e the same again but i'm happy that she is doing really really fine now. i told steph about her. well... life is all about ups and downs. everyone had their own stories that is unfold. sometimes i do miss you...
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3/19/2005 09:56:00 AM comments
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Friday, March 18, 2005 |
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another work from ryan didi!
meeting a friendwho i don't really know well later. hope for the best ! (:
basketball court first. |
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3/18/2005 12:21:00 PM comments
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Thursday, March 17, 2005 |
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hey everyone,i'm back from school. it was fine as usual. just that im quiter and another hairstyle? some says it was good. some says it wasn't good. but nvm. different people got different views.ade and me was back to normal and maybe getting better. might be tanning this saturday. anyone? vinz is with me. i need a break. all the best for all who are taking their IFT test tmr. thanks everyone who had been with me when i'm down. oh yah... i'm going down for basketball later. hope to have some fun and at least a smile from me? let's see... 
-* a boring day at school + insufficient slp causes this outcome. taken this picture from a guy in the bus. wonder who issit? hope he won't mind. just for gig.
-* this is done by my didi who is always so enthu. like his character. can't wait to meet him on sunday for church service.thanks for this pic! |
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3/17/2005 02:57:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005 |
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sighs! my blog entry was not posted! i have to redo all over again.
but i'm not gonna bull shit again.
bought a new chalk pouch with vinz and he bought a SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANT toy?!
what was he thinking of? who knows!? he is always weird. lol.
well... back from j8 and went to the basketball court to play with kimli, eugene,junhao and friends. had a nice game with them and well... i over exert my thighs again. it hurts now!
well... i'm used to injuries. but what's new!?
had a chat with jeff this morning and our topic was on love.
he got this thinking which i was happy for him. for me, i'm still unsettled. i'm confused at the moment. and kinda bothered and sad? let me reflect on what is on my mind.
1.the things we do&took together i treat it like priceless while she treats it like nothing special?
2.she is always on my mind but i doubt i'm in hers :(
3.i try many ways to commit in it but fate wasn't on my side.
4.things are fast but that's how i feel actually?
when come to some many problems, people will tend to retreat from this love.
but i think if i really want this girl,i must fight and endure for it.
god set up this for me and i've to pursue it.
but it may be just a test for me or it may just be a crush he set for me? who knows?
well.... but i will be always praying that he gives me the strength to hold on and the guidance to take me through all this barriers.
i really want this to be my wish and i will try my best.
i know he will help me if he thinks she is really for me.
so...... time will tell everything.
what am i really to her i wonder?
enough of my ramblings.
anyway,thanks chris for what she told me and help me in today. really a nice friend from god. |
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3/15/2005 08:43:00 PM comments
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Monday, March 14, 2005 |
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i'm convinced that i lose but one thing for sure.
-firstly, we lost because the referee was biased towards another team. iwas damn frustrated.
-secondly,my 3 friends got something in their school so the passion wasn't there.
well.. take this as an experience for us and a "gathering" for the three of us.
we enjoyed ourselves and made new friends.
i'm badly injured in the thigh. not one but two. i can't really walk properly. it hurts! :(
i'm worn out and got a tanned as well. at least i gain something on the other hand?
i don't know why but i just miss my cat now. why this type of feelings?
*confusion again bobby. what to do? place that thing to god to handle?
patience, determination and consistency. i need all of you.
sunburnt and injuries for bobby... |
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3/14/2005 04:09:00 PM comments
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Sunday, March 13, 2005 |
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phew! finally got the time to sit down and blog !
that's my free time for the weekend.
was busy cycling on saturday with gradys and charlotte.
for like 2 and a half hours. that's was tiring and we played pool and stuffs.
hang around and keep slacking here and there.
i wasted like around 40 bucks like that. my heart aches.
enjoyed the breeze and waves and most importantly,i managed to get to ecp on my own.
well... before that morning,i was like playing xbox with my cousin till 4am and i was really tired. then plus cycling! and this morning,i woke up early because i got to train basektball with my friends for the incoming competition held at republic poly. was kinda nervous because it is gonna start tmr? yes! i have no idea what to do bcz all my friends got lessons or tests that clashes with this competition. i mean we got no choice but to LOSE ON PURPOSE? no way! but i can't do anything to it. ok... right after the training,is time for me to go and meet gradys to town. we watched moive the son of the mask! that baby was damn hilarious but the whole show is abit exaggerating. it don't look real at all. but overall, watch it if you are bored. went to lunch at suki sushi and we took neoprints too. the technology is getting higher.i can actually use my MMC card to send pics into this machine and generated into neo prints? lol. cool huh?
it costs $2 but the lighting and quality isn't that good. we always got our money cheated by that neo machines. can't stand it! =P but nvm. WE are the BATCAT!
overall day= tired but i got loads of fun with that CAT! :)
but i'm quite frustrated now and confused. tried talking to vinz and wanted to ask him for comments but he wasn't there? gosh! well... i won't be in school tmr. i got a basketball competition. so take care vinz and try to find sth to cheer urself up. busy day ahead tmr. hopefully the match goes well. sighs! how to play with a complicated mind? i'm damn crooked up now. so i'm going off to lala land now. smiles always everyone because everyday is a new day of hope and surprises!
*i really like that cutie cat |
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3/13/2005 08:55:00 PM comments
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Thursday, March 10, 2005 |
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overslept this morning for the first time until vinz called me.
woke up immediately and rushed down to meet him and jiabao.
lol. luckily i managed to make it on time. phew!
while i was in the bus,i did many self reflections on how i spent my past 6 months.
it really makes me wonder how come i'm still single? still didn't acheve well in bball? studies?
so i was thinking and thinking, until i thought of something.
i was always fickle-minded and do things half way and ended up getting nothing in the end?
maybe is because of the large number of choices that i can choose from makes me ponder?
well. i guess that's the main reason.
so from now on,i've decided to be determined and go for the things i wanted bcz i'm bobby!
we must learn how to change according to the enviroment bcz the environment won't change for your sake. this is to make you grow more independent as well.
for the lovers or whoever it is out there, rem, love is to see the someone you love happy.
so even if you got to let him/her go, grant their wishes. no point forcing.
"love is never force"
well.. i'm off to my basketball game already.
*ps-thanks shiangg for your blog song. hahas ! =P |
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3/10/2005 02:42:00 PM comments
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005 |
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i tend to realise that whenever i am not in a good mood,i will binge on food.
one example;this morning i went for breakfast with my older brother, i ordered a plate of fried carrot cake. upon finishing, my mummy called me and asked me where i was and i told her about the whole thing and i said i will go and find her and join her. i added another wanton mee to my breakfast list. not fogetting my ice bubble tea. right now, i'm feeling hungry yet again. i'm kinda tired and sleepy as well. what should i do?
perhaps basketball soon for me. training and playing on my own.
i'm gonna wear myself down entirely. i'm gonna update later on then. (:
well. i'm back from my basketball game.
played with alot of people today and i played for 6 hours.
finally talked to those girls who i seen long ago but never ever talked with them before. shiangg and kimli if i'm not wrong. and the first meeting, i actually teached them what is a merlion k? it splashes water out of it mouth. remember by hard. lol.
thye are jusst some funny people.
i saw one pro again this time. he is 18 as well and can hang quite a while.
i'm impressed by him seriously and he actually treated me drink in the end.
david, a british fillipino. coach. what an achievement!? hope to see you again.
well.. i'm quite happy to vent things out today.
i'm happy to let u off when i see that you are living life well and happily.
at least i maanged to forced myself to do the thing i don;t want to.
does anyone know that? not even vinz. |
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3/09/2005 11:32:00 AM comments
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005 |
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"I don't wanna lose other friends just because of you"
well well well... what a sentence?!
since when u lose ur fren when we are friends? dude. that's rubbish.
think before you phrase it. c'mon, get a life.
i don't want to do blogging quarreling with you. you want, come talk face to face.
i didn't say i wanna lose u and co but it was you saying that.
how could you judge by what i didn't mention at all.
that's like putting words into my mouth. tsk! both of us are at fault so stop pointing fingers.
admit it and get it done. i'm straightforward. talk things out.
just for info,i don't have a eraser in my mind.
till think i still wore the so called "white band"
well... move on with day.
learnt a few card tricks to play with people.
hahas ! all of them were amazed. i mean some. lol.
had fun with my classmates too. (:
basketball game just now wasn't that good.
got a slight conflict with my cousin but then who cares.
i'm ain't in the mood so if you wanna find trouble, fcuk off.
no school for me tomorrow. |
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3/08/2005 07:41:00 PM comments
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Monday, March 07, 2005 |
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give me an attitude and i will give you one back.
trust me that i will do that starting from today on how you treat me in the canteen.
owells... i'm pissed off with the way you treated me.
you are not some princess or what. i'm neither the servant.
well.... i shall not talk about it. happy to saw my friends today.
went back to home after going to the library and gym.
bathed and went to meet gradys again to have lunch with her and send her back to her home.
ok... her bag was really heavy and i met a couples of friends and she is complaining i got loads of friends too like what her sis mentioned? gosh! lol.
had a great time with her thou it was a short while. took some neoprints and will post it up in future when i scan it.
that blur face and things she do really amused me. lol! |
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3/07/2005 08:51:00 PM comments
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Sunday, March 06, 2005 |
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today was a really happy and meaningful day for bobby?
went to living sanctuary church this morning with warric.
we were actually coincidentally in the same bus to heartland mall.
it was our first visit to that church and we are happy and glad to be there.
met alot of new friends and i mean really tons of it. friendster gonna max again.
i gotta delete some unknown people already. wahahha.
then i was so tired of many things. church bring me back to life again.
went to take neo prints with them and i'm like wanted in the shots? so surprised!
the feeling with them is like i know them for years? although they are much younger than me.
next week is gonna be another interesting day.
well.. i was accepted into the church bball team and gonna start training soon.
time for showtime bobby. i'm gonna improve like nobody business! (:
yesterday outing with the 2 sisters charlotte and gradys, yuting and felicia was fun!
went to heeren and cinleisure to play around.
hahas. then to marina square to dine and watch the seaview.
i must say this two sisters are alike in some ways but when they quarrel,is really cute!
one that look like my hamster which is a compliment. and another having a non stop "waterfall". ruddolf the raindeer? hahas! oops !
we went to take our pictures at the esplanade too and got loads of fun. uncle toby gradys?well.. another busy schedule ahead next week.
see ya around guys if there is any chances. (: |
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3/06/2005 07:37:00 PM comments
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yesterday was adamnfuckingday for me.
everything just to seem to go well for me.
people opposing me, met a stronger bballer, people making me guess and guess.
what is this?! i merely didn't go to school for a few days and everything is gone?
friends? i'm not sure. well... i'm happy for ade who had found someone she had a crush on in school? i've decided to leave her status "dearie" just to be someone close enough. friends to all will be just nice.
what sister band or whatever it is, all is a history or memory to remember.
i want everything to be a brand new for me. but not forgetting people like jeff, vinz and all.
am highlighting my hair soon which give me a new image?
due to some uncertainty,i might be leaving the school sooner than expected.
i'm in a frustrated mood so i'm venting everything into it.
i swear i'm gonna train harder than before for my basketball.
i still think i've alot to learn for. |
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3/05/2005 08:38:00 AM comments
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Thursday, March 03, 2005 |
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laggy and corked up MOE system refrained me from applying the JAE.
well.. waited for hours just for it.
sighs. please use back the old system. it is much better.
never really thought you could mean so much
in such a little time...
but please don't think so highly of it
because i simply can live without you if you didn't know |
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3/03/2005 09:43:00 PM comments
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005 |
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im finally free to blog now.
multimedia and info communication technology at NYP, here i comes.
finally made up my choices after long discussion with my two uncles.
they are like prefessional advisors. thanks to them (:
but well i guess i over tired myself and i'm feeling frustrated now.
aint no mood for anything. argh ! fcuk it! |
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3/02/2005 10:52:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005 |
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first of all
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well... i had a tiring day today. 1st day for me to settle my poly stuffs.
met up with my principal for breakfast and talked with alot of friends and people.
met up with charlotte and friend later on to dicuss about the courses.
looked up for quite a number of it. suitable and nice.
went to pool later on and played a game with them. nice indeed. and i let charlotte win ok ?
met up with my buddies at sakae sushi for lunch. total cost is $130.15.
saw the girl from CJC yet again. last seen was on the bus and so qiao again! we have a bit accident too. from a coin? lol. well.. surprised to receive gifts from all the girls , vinz, jeff , ade and melene. i simply love it and im sorry u all have to come up with loads of money. verin actually tears for me!? OMG!
they bought a levi's shirt for me. i think is quite expensive. a wallet with a 50 bucks note in it! wtf?! my immediate reaction was "NO! i cant accept it but well they say i got no choice." so paiseh! thanks alot ! i really aprreciate alot and i hope i can be back in school to study with you all for the remaining months left.
-i've to act happy in front of them bcz i dunwan them to be sad.
that's me and charlotte while waiting for our singpass. lol (: |
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