why do you have to be so cruel in words? why can you give up so easily? you are the one who taught me everything; you are the one wh said everything which made my life complete.
Alex,you told me not to be so cruel in my writings in entry. but today, compared to that, which one do u think is the one? i told myself to give myself and her time so everythinf will be back. i try every single effort just to show my support and all. but her words are so hurting. i really love her alot people. but why can't she feel how i am feeling? is my feeling for her not deep enough?
oh bobby bobby, this is not good. everyone is cheering on for you but you are a failure. i'm trying to be optimistic in any ways but it always failed. whenever i think about the past, it makes me sad and moody.
BAD NEWS. bobby is back to his silent and quiet moment where he keeps everything to himself. a new day means a BAD day for me to slowly suffer and pass on. the motivation for everything is gone. alice was right about that. i hope alex will not be angry with me when he reads this entry. the basketball time where i used to piss him off when i'm not behaving my usual self. i'm sorry sn2.
my injuries which is adding to the woes. my teeth which got so painful all of a sudden. why do everything gotta come at a moment of time? how can i take it? last time i'm the lucky ones who is without problem everyday, now i didn't expect that i'm the worst in all of the sn2 people. love is sweet but yet cruel.
CAN SOMEONE TELL HER HOW I FEEL? I REALLY WANNA ENTER INTO HER BODY AND KNOW HOW SHE TRULY FEELS?
