today was a horrid day i swear. maybe not that horrid after the second part of the story. i slept at 4.30am because i'm studying for my maths test. thanks to cousin jasper. his teaching and patience helps me alot and i owe him BIG time. ((: thanks baby for accompanying till that time i guess she is worn out too. awww... how sweet of her. love her for her craziness and the way she eat. always so DIRTY! i treat her like a kid that i have to worry for her and care for her most of the time. cleaning her fingers when is dirty and helping her with the cleaning up. i woke up today with a terrible feeling of vomitting and stuffs. this isn't the best of all i swear. i was half dead i swear. i felt much better after giving baby a call and we chatted and she is preparing for school too. she went for her bio lesson while i go for my test. test was rather easy. efforts pay off! i rushed over to meet her straight after that. i walked pretty fast just to find a special drink that she likes alot. but to no valid after so many shops. i swear they sucks la! and that time, time is running out. but finally BOBBY got it ways. uhhuh.. waited for her under the sun at first but after so long that i couldn't take it so i went to the bus stop. i'm like always tensed up when she don't reply her sms. i hope she will change gradually. but i know she is busy so yapps. so happy to see her walking out of school after so long. tireness went off upon her arrival (: love her we went to town and watched a documentary movie show. MARCH of the penguins. -.-" but overall, it is rather nice and interesting. but i'm so sorry but i'm really tired. i tried at all means just to stay happy because i don't want her to be worry. we spent our time walking and window shopping. those time were marvellous. i just want her to know... -whatever u do, u are not bothering me. -you are not a hindrance or irritance to me. -in fact u rock my soul. so don't hesistate please. wanted to walk her home but she insist i go straight home because is a long journey into her house. so yeah... parted off. i'm so sorry that i affected her mood somehow when i couldn't take itand show my tireness out.she is feeling the pain and worrying for me. sorry. whatever we do today, we enjoyed ourselves and is all our first time. i miss your hugs and kisses. =X haha. that's our third date (:
