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Friday, December 30, 2005 |
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packing of my drawers are done.
getting to study really soon- since 3pm.
but i havet started.
days ahead are busy busy busy.
time for school work. work hard!
thanks kimli for the christmas gift she got me from taiwan.
it is a nike bear. ((:
well. off to study.
IM HUNGRY!!! |
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12/30/2005 08:11:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005 |
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hahaha.
that appeared to be a fake and sorrowful laughter.
'm feeling so low and lost all of a sudden.
days for me after christmas aint good at all.
things just keep coming here and there. 'm tired of it.
i just want a normal and happy life. a day filled with meaning.
this is how i want my life to be. but it is always the opposite.
F U C K I T
courteousy of daniel companion to have my hair cut today at bishan.
but 'M seriously FCUKING pissed with those short hair.
and the guy who cut my precious hair. ARGH!
i'm gonna cancel all the parties 'm attending.
first time clubbing chance is gone too.
gonna try to prevent meeting friends and all.
gonna wear a plastic bag when going out.
this week holiday is gonna be studying at home and all.
that is the only optimistic thought i could thought of.
sem project members please take note tomorrow project meeting at bugis mrt 12pm.
i'm really feeling very very down and upset that i do not know what to do.
somebody save me? :(
oh yah. before i leave, i was doing toilet cleaning at home just now.
the first time i slipped when i was distracted.
instead of an ouch, i gave a stupid and lousy smile.
yes, i'm getting insane and stupid.
my mind aint right up there.
A V O I D H I M! |
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12/27/2005 05:35:00 PM comments
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Saturday, December 24, 2005 |
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the "home" which i think will be the only safe and warming place,
turned out to be the one i will last think it will out ot be.
just when you all celebrate tonight,
the disappearance of me won't make a differences,
just when you all thought that i didn't think of you all now,
don't worry. i really didn't.
because i'm thinking about the past. |
| ranted by Bobby
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12/24/2005 10:28:00 PM comments
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Friday, December 23, 2005 |
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a BIG sorry to wenzhi about that incident.
it was over anyway. thanks for her sweet x'mas card anyway.
happy happy!
passed my final driving theory test (:
it's cool. now for the final path.
the pratical time.
can't wait for it. here i come.
vroom vroom...
dinner at seoul garden later at amk.
celebrating his birthday. jovyn my cousin.
pictures to be posted up at night. |
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12/23/2005 05:49:00 PM comments
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Thursday, December 22, 2005 |
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i'm finally free to blog now.
lessons from 8am - 11am today.
but i was late for the first time in the whole damn life.
even daniel was surprised about it. lol.
owells. all because of whose fault? lol.
anyway, michelle was so sweet to buy each of us a christmas bear.
it can make music out too. sorry to the multimedia com teacher.
sorry for our rudeness. guilty! tsk tsk.
after school, i went back home and place my bag and get prepared for my third consecutive shopping at town. today i shopped from 2pm - 7pm.
on the way to meet jiaqi and friends, i saw NICOLE. i sweared i do.
but she kinda disappointed me. imdisappointedinhumans
well. i just did what i am supposed to do. just be what she told me to be.
moving on, jiaqi was caught up in the heavy rain and was late.
i shopped at far east, taka and heeren.
but meanwhile, i saw alot of familiar faces as usual.
saw michelle, peijun and many more. those working at giordano. weee...
oh yah.. i met up with amanda too. (: she was crazy and funny.
and very brave of her to take the gift bag. omg! that stuns me!
i bought shirts from topshop and topman. royal sporting house too.
thanks to her that i got to buy my own clothes and others.
a BIG THANK YOU! i walked around with many bags la.
oh yah... i saw JAMES too! woohoo! he is still as cool.
this is amanda and me. ((: she is damn crazy and funky! my MAID! fillipino. hee.
after that, is home sweet home for her. so i join up with jiaqi and friends again.
i got a gift from her too. she gave me this container to store things. quite cool.
so today spending was about $100. adding to ytd $150.
that means $250. omg! *faints. start scrimp and save.
after that , i met up with SHANN. the short and cute little girl.
her cheeks are so damn red. always with a big grin on her face.
she is a nice girl im sure. she bought me this MAMBO shirt
which i think it is quite expensive and pale pink. but it is small and tight.
we seem to be having some drug deal when we exchanged our presents. LOL.
but we just met for awhile. less that 2 mins. haha. hilarious.
so i got my 2nd and 3rd presents already. so i went home after 7 hours of shopping.
when i bathed finish and about to sit down and relax for my typing session,
my dearest mei , immelia called me. omg. she is troubled and sounds like one.
so being the nice me, i went to meet her. sometimes i feel sorry for her,
but i can see that she is one strong girl. im always nice to her but she always bully me.
seeing that she is sad and troubled, i just try to be a clown to cheer her up.
i bought her a polar bear to remind her to smile everyday too. so smiles ok?
we went to mac and have our late dinner. glad to see her smile and laughters.
her polar bear that goes meow meow meow...
that is her with the bear.
that is me and her.
as my hair is in a real mess, i show her what is the real style now.
i'm so sorry that i injured your leg.
retribution made me lost my ezlink card. ass. sighs.
owells. forget about everything.
i'm happy that i see alot of new friends and old friends.
i'm blessed.but i'm still not satisfied with some part of life.
:(
oh yah.. i wont forget that i still owe that pie 12 balloons la! hahha. |
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12/22/2005 11:25:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005 |
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isn't that BIG and cute? haha.
owells. lessons were rather good today.
absorb alot. maybe due to the sufficient sleep.
i shall sleep early tonight.
town is so crowded nowadays. and it had indeed change alot.
more shopping for christmas tomorrow.
presents and all ((:
-note for today.
it sure feels good to be pretty and all.
but one thing u gotta note, you must be well liked?
for you, i don't think so. go ask around?
omg. i pity you , meanie black heart freak. |
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12/20/2005 10:29:00 PM comments
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Sunday, December 18, 2005 |
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sometimes when i look into the mirror,
i feel so ugly and depress.
but at times when i look at it again,
i seem to be so confident and fortunate to be in this life.
a mirror can surely express alot of meanings.
it is an item full of mystery lies within it.
BREAK IT!!!
i miss the "hard-to-get" girl.
deepest condolence to mengyeow's grandfather who passed away today.
he won't be coming to school for a few days.
people no need to wear sweater for it is summer for a few days.
take care mengyeow. if you need any help, just call me. |
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12/18/2005 05:25:00 PM comments
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005 |
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WELL WELL WELL...
it certainly doesn't pay good to be nice.
i am so nice to you and i don't get back anything.
not even the slightest concern or care from you.
maybe just a word words may cheer up my day which is so tiring.
it was one of the worst day as training was super tough.
all i hope was a word of concern but you came up with nothing.
it is so tiring you know?
i thought showing care to someone who is "alone" in singapore without parents,
is so damn sad when one fall sick too. so being the nice soul , i was being "scolded"
it was damn disappointing i swear.
i prefer the one back in the country who is super nice and crappy with me.
owells...
i don't wish for more. 11 days more. that's so sad.
maybe the wrong age gap? i hope that is not.
p.s- take care daniel and be the one that is always crapping with me please? |
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12/14/2005 11:16:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005 |
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there there there...
another day had just gone past.
so fast. project deadline coming up too.
life getting abit better. just abit i swear.
i seriously got no idea what i've been doing in school today.
just that i know i played frisbee with the gang.
it was fun and i needa buck up to improve.
it was so sad that daniel will be quitting soon due to time constraint.
well. we will always be the power rangers and captain planet.
earth, fire, wind, water, heart. let the power combined, i am captain planet.
YES! i'm the captain planet and they are the earth ... wahahaha.
oh yah. sabrina finally sent me all the pics took during ain's birthday.
and this one is taken during the crazy times. ((:
upon returning home, BIG heavy rain. like wth. well. i'm still fine.
back to myself again.
i feel that i always take things too fast in my own ways.
maybe i'm just afraid of losing something i like.
i don't know. it just went the wrong way whenever i does that.
i think is time for me to learn and do it the right way.
i always had this thought.
the thought of working really hard and suffer now,
and in future to come, i want a good paid job.
upon that, i will have loads of money.
naturally girls will just flock to you. but i just want a *special someone*.
and i want a golden retriever so that i could walk it in the park with my love one.
i want a sports car and a nice cosy house. i want the warmth and everything.
i wanna plan my life out now not because i'm kiasu or what.
at least i know what i want in life and i'm woring towards my goal.
i know i'm thinking alot but i know it will benefit me!
and i will be really motivated by this way ! watch out people!
especially to those THAT ONCE DESPISE ME.
all these just take some time.
look beyond the sky and think far.
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12/13/2005 09:03:00 PM comments
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