hahaha. that appeared to be a fake and sorrowful laughter.
'm feeling so low and lost all of a sudden. days for me after christmas aint good at all. things just keep coming here and there. 'm tired of it. i just want a normal and happy life. a day filled with meaning. this is how i want my life to be. but it is always the opposite.
F U C K I T
courteousy of daniel companion to have my hair cut today at bishan. but 'M seriously FCUKING pissed with those short hair. and the guy who cut my precious hair. ARGH!
i'm gonna cancel all the parties 'm attending. first time clubbing chance is gone too. gonna try to prevent meeting friends and all. gonna wear a plastic bag when going out.
this week holiday is gonna be studying at home and all. that is the only optimistic thought i could thought of.
sem project members please take note tomorrow project meeting at bugis mrt 12pm.
i'm really feeling very very down and upset that i do not know what to do. somebody save me? :(
oh yah. before i leave, i was doing toilet cleaning at home just now. the first time i slipped when i was distracted. instead of an ouch, i gave a stupid and lousy smile. yes, i'm getting insane and stupid. my mind aint right up there. A V O I D H I M!
