it seem like i have been sms-ing walls nowadays. some people should get what i mean. BAD.
lessons ended quite early today. glad daniel is fine. FCUK up morning with bad elearning results! i hate it! turn off my day. met up with james and slyvia in j8. the frisbee gang i mean. james seem fine to me. that's good. god gracious. james suggested to go hiagen diaz to have some drinks and ice cream. and god. see what happened. *faints* $$ all flew away in awhile. james ordered this. the black cow. that cost him $9.90. daniel and me ordered this. but his is more expensive then mine. his is havana sunset and mine is mango sorbet. it looks the same. perhaps not. he got a BIGGER straw than me. that is the one dollar difference. and this is our look-alike drink. it cost me$8.90 and daniel $9.90 . so SMART dan! He wants bigger straw to drink faster than me! laughing out loud. and presenting our MR SNOWMAN's drink. costing him $9.90. must be thinking that it is so expensive and must be damn big and grand. i felt the sadness for him.i really do. so small! some irish coffee. omg! when the bill came, $43.90 for 4 drinks. omg! i feel like killing myself. SNOWMAN just wish that he could melt his way to the ground and never revive. well. forget about it! we were just there to do some charity to it. that's all about it for today. i'm aching all over i swear. walking like a penguin!
what about me today? well. i think sometimes i really gotta behave like a 18 year old boy. Maybe it is really time. like Wenzhi gave me this sudden woke up call. i should walk properly and behave properly too. well. i should work towards it. be serious at the right time. sometimes i really don't like myself. i mean the sudden thought of it. maybe the emotional part of me harm me? sometimes i just wish to settle down in my love life and concentrate well. i don't want my classmates to be saying i'm always looking around. but i'm like this perhaps. So i should prove them wrong. when i'm in love or a relationship , i can be like johnathan too.
maybe i can be better than him.
but is not about comparing. it's about the feeling and committment. GROW UP TIME! bobby.
