my second entry for today. yesterday night i was so down that i ate some stuffs at 1am. listen up! -2 packets of noodles with 4 crabsticks and an egg! -two bars of chocolates. -one honeydew. -bread with cheese. yes.i get sad i gouge them! went sentosa with natalie,shuting and eliza this morning. it was a last minute thing. at least i'm able to keep myself relax this time. natalie kept asking me why iwas so quiet. i am sad and down,so of coz im quiet right? but the music rocks! i've been yearning for the sun but when i reach there,raining cats and dogs. argh! but the whole trip isn't that important. i realised something while doing self reflection and while reading the bible. i get cranky and moody when i'm alone. but i'm a different person when i'm with my friends. ok..i do get jealous or envy when i saw all my friends are attached while i'm not. that feeling isn't nice at all. i decided to stop my blogging world for a little while. i feel that i have alot to do in hand but i just don;t know how to start it. i've decided to be nice to people i've neglected. i just wanna be nice and friendly to all peeps. everyone shall be treated the same but i will find the special one. and to someone who brought me all the way down... you will never know how it feels. -and im sure u will nvr be at this blog reading this. take care eveyone and god bless (: im sick of this life of mine !
