i know i've been ranting for the dunnoe how many of the 899898 times! and cursing and shouting here. sorry and thanks blog! the cross i've been wearing broke this evening! i think even god implied that i don't deserve the cross to be wore on me! the horoscope is not true at all! successful ?! what the fcuk!?
it took me a year to walked out of the dark side of me and just a few words, i plunged all the way down again! is again! u know how is the feeling like!? i don't want to mentioned anything about it. i am not gonna do so. from now onwards, i'm going back to that "corner" and just be the old me. keeping stuffs to myself, not gonna joke around like a joker, not gonna be ranting my stuffs to my friends and make them worry. he is just gonna stay there... all by himself. seriously,grant him that wish perhaps.
i don't know how to face alot of people tmr seriously. maybe i shldn't go instead? can i really make that BIG change in one day? over one matter? she actually leaves me in a lurch when i need someone ? isn't that another blow? therefore i say, is all rubbish! i can't be bothered with it. realised alot of stuffs during this time of madness i created. life is all about ups and downs.
what the point when all of ur frens say -"u not bad looking what." -"u're such a nice guy." -"tons of them waiting oout there for u."
