|
Monday, January 31, 2005 |
|
just came back from vinz grandpa wake.
had a thunderous trip on the way there. u shld know why girls!
gotta know two new friends today as well.
happy or sad? mixed feelings?
i think she is gonna gain all the power of the whole damn thing! argh!
|
ranted by Bobby
@
1/31/2005 09:41:00 PM comments
  |
|
|
|
|
Sunday, January 30, 2005 |
|
i felt so left out and kinda lost since vinz grandpa pass away.
perhaps no companion for tomorrow school trip to school.
i can't afford to lose anyone right now.
i seriously felt so confused and sad right now.
what can be happening to me right now ?
-lonely without anyone ?
-no motivation to go classes and school.
-sudden mood swing?
-low confidence of myself because of many things?
what the duck!? fish!? crab!? prawn!?
crap!!! crap!!! crap!!!
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/30/2005 08:07:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Saturday, January 29, 2005 |
|
greatest sympathy and condolence to vinz grandpa
be strong with the power of the lord :)
i will always be there for ya
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/29/2005 10:46:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Thursday, January 27, 2005 |
|
modelling is finally over! it was a great success with applauses and cheers!
i'm quite happy with it too and everything went smoothly although last minute someone stole away huihui shirt. sharks! luckily nothing went wrong and i don't think is those claps that we are happy with. i'm happy with the class unity shown and we became closer after that.
We show that nothing is impossible because we are given a short time of period to do all this stuffs. we missed quite a number of lessons but who cares ?wells.. i believe we will catch up in the next few weeks. next week gonna be a new week for all of us! :) cheerios! i'm very happy for those performing on stage for the first time in so many years because i believe they shown their potential out and gain alot much more confidence out after this performance esp someone... hahas. claudia came to gave me her support with her friends. thanks alot ! much appreciated it. vinz, me and yixiang has played a prank on DA JIE DA! hahas ! we didn't know is her until... which is like gosh ! but we got a lot of fun! so dun care la! oh yah... thanks tracy, candy and priscilla for making ur hands dirty on my hair! and spraying purple paint on my hair and a strip of gold on the side. and jel up my hair into damn stylo! thanks alot! tmr meal is on me ! :)
took alot of pictures and will post it up real soon. damn loads ! is very nice ! i swear! damn style !
and thanks huihui mother for her present to me and vinz! although we dun noe her well, she gave us a big surprise by buying for us. so paiseh! but still we accepted it. when i know that the clothes are out of stock,im so sad! but im really happy after that! thanks alot! shall take a rest.
really worn out this few days! love ya guys ! :)
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/27/2005 10:20:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Wednesday, January 26, 2005 |
|
i walk a lonely road
the only one that I have ever known
don't know where it goes
but it's home to me and I walk alone
i walk this empty street
on the boulevard of broken dreams
this song is somehow describing how's my life is right now.
walking alone with a lonely heart
without anyone with me.
shagged and tired of all this shit.
someone is gonna be there i swear.
someone true, caring, understanding or hate?
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/26/2005 08:52:00 AM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Tuesday, January 25, 2005 |
|
rehearsal for modelling is great man!
everything goes well and thanks to the class unity!
i love it man! i'm so called the "in charge" of it but maybe because i got the experience.
that's why. i thought it will be tough to order here and there but to my surprise,
everyone is full of team spirit and we completed them fast and sweet.
well.. everyone please bring your suits or whatever for tomorrow last day rehearsal
and huihui, call candy and tracy for the meeting thing. dun forget orh.
for now... is time for me to rest again. yawns...
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/25/2005 06:37:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Monday, January 24, 2005 |
|
time for us to really work and study hard vinz!
we've been taking AL for so many days.
modelling come up in another 2 days!? sighs!
confidence is high but i'm not really confidence with the looks in me.
tsk tsk!!! =XX
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/24/2005 11:06:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Saturday, January 22, 2005 |
|
There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and,
The light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grave....
kiss from a rose on the grave.
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/22/2005 09:20:00 AM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Friday, January 21, 2005 |
|
yes! finally a year is past just like this.
this is gonna be a day that i can't forget!
exactly one year before from now,
three things happened at the same time and 2 blows and 1 celebration.
secondly, it was my very first one whose dad past away on that day too.
was very upset and didn't pay a visit that time.
thirdly,it comes to my mum birthday!
owells... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
MAY you leave a blissful life! lovee you always !
but still i still can't find the mood to really celebrate so i'm quite sorry mum.
yes,it came true. but for thr future,i might not know now.
a new beginning bobby?
we shall see.
leaving in mixed emotional...
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/21/2005 08:37:00 AM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Thursday, January 20, 2005 |
|
was perfectly fine this morning
and off i went to play basketball in the afternoon,
for now, sitting in front of the computer,
home alone and cold.
i'm sick and having a terrible headache again. argh!
off to some rest.
tomorrow is considered one of the most unforgettable day and one of
the things that happen all on that day itself.
be it sadness, happiness and sorrows.
u will find out tomorrow.
stay tuned. (:
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/20/2005 08:09:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Wednesday, January 19, 2005 |
|
what a day for me ?
a head spinning day perhaps.
was sick finally for the first time in don't know how many 14635 years!
well... i wanted to go becasue of the roadshow but i can't drag myself out of the bed.
flu causes headache and body aches. argh!
i got myself a two day allowance but i will try to return to action.
still got 2 basketball games to go.
vinz, "love is great" ? hahas ! what a nice phrase?!
thanks for all the concerns and care shown by my friends thru msn and sms.
sometimes i was thinking, isn't it better to have friends than girlfriend?
i felt i had neglected alot of my friends somehow.
but i'm gonna improve my relationship with them (:
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/19/2005 09:22:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
|
21st January is gonna be the date that one year past exactly.
everything is gonna start anew once again.
time passes so fast.
owells...
poeple always ask me how come u still got no stead?
i can't believe u don't have one right now.
i just told them the truth but they simply won't believe.
is not because i want a high standard class girl.
who doesn't want a true love?
all i ask for is one simple and true love.
just like those on cartoons show or drama.
don't u think is sweet?
recap...
a walk to remember... :))
aawwwww.....
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/18/2005 10:30:00 AM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Sunday, January 16, 2005 |
|
woke up in the early morning with a back ache or sprain?
who knows what it is and i'm not gonna care about it.
be it due to basketball or bad sleeping position.
argh! all because of vinz la! talk to me on the phone till so late! hahas! sorry vincent! i'm bored!;)
anyway ,sometimes i'm really tired of the group of 10 we're in.
conflicts and sacarstic remarks are the caused of it. i'm really tired of all this craps!
what motivate me then ?
-my best buddy vincent?
-my teachers? not anna for sure.
-my future job?
-those we can click with me?
after that one month holiday,i guess all had changed esp someone who i click very well with.
i don't know why but ya... name shall not be revealed. she is ......
yesterday i was so disappointed with someone close.
i merely ask her why didn't she called and let me know that thing is cancelled and all the vulgarities just shoot out like nobody business. i was waiting for the whole day like a fool.
i was asking her nicely and she like that. perhaps because of her dad been hospitalised but she didn't even told me at all and she expect me to know? i'm ain't god. she used to tell me her problems and stuffs but how come i'm not informed this time.owells... i don't know what to say. maybe both are at fault. no matter what happen, she said just pretend we didn't know each other in the first place. but still...
-i'll pray for ur dad health and stuffs. may all things goes well with u and "him" and all hardships you are going through.
once upon a time... long long time ago...
-whatcha doing?
nothing chilling in the holiday inn.
-who you with?
me and my peeps won't you bring four of your friends?
-what you've being doing?
lean on each other and sip on some hand
one thing leading to another let the party begin.
-singing down the streets....
but it just ended forever.
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/16/2005 10:47:00 AM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Saturday, January 15, 2005 |
|
cca open house was a splendid yesterday! (:
it was a success and i was back to the olden days where we are surrounded and drag by our seniors to join this and that.
my cousin who is in sec 1 was a victim just like me.
the weather yesterday was damn horrrible and it was a hell day to tan.
but i wasted yet again because i was busy helping out. so no choice.
took quite a number oof pics with my old friends and my juniors.
still quite sastified that alot of my juniors still remember me and will goes "hey bobby!"
3 of my friends said that i've changed but still i dun have "u know what"
i really miss my secondary school days. i wanna go back!
and yesterday was the first time i saw the principal flared up. unforgettable memories.
everyone changes ...
principal told me this again... "failure means postpone success" yeah!
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/15/2005 08:59:00 AM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Thursday, January 13, 2005 |
|
injuries, injuries and just injuries for today.
blood on both my hands and all due to basketball again.
and blame it on those with long finger nails. dude!
and conflicts among own group of people and with my friends.
is hard being a middle man. like i say....
the lesser u know, the better life will be. RIGHT VINZ?
i'm disappointed with someone close to me. sighs*
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/13/2005 07:38:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Wednesday, January 12, 2005 |
|
the philosphy of life...
HAPPY birthday to warric!!!!
finally 18 and legal to do everything u want! hahas .
but self control k? lol.
packed schedule ahead... shall run off for now.
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/12/2005 02:15:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Monday, January 10, 2005 |
|
i'm very sad now.
and i mean it.
one of my beloved item is dead.
it was so stiff when it is dead.
i just took a video of it yesterday.
this morning before setting off to school,i still fed it with water.
now is gone just like this.
come back to me my dada hamster.
how fragile life can be...
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/10/2005 06:18:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Friday, January 07, 2005 |
|
owells... i just came back home from ice3.
went supper with jols and waited for her to end work.
this daughter of mine is so hilarious.
i did told her i wanted to get a hair cut before going to her workplace but all closed.
so i just headed to her work place, after my meal and stuffs.
she walked over to me and talked and she was like...
your haircut not bad huh? i was like fuming inside...
thinking... i havent had my hair cut yet! she was like oops ! =X
*she is gonna get it!*
walked back home through those dark alleys and she is like still scaring me with her BIG EYES! i really got a shocked i swear! and i almost fainted! I SWEAR IT WAS A SHOCK! can't blame it on me because i got a heart problem. this is a secret? even my parents dunnoe about it? no ones knows actually. is like those needle poking in my heart! sometimes the pain is unbearable! maybe will sudden death? who knows? owells...
we had fun singing and shouting along the streets with BIKERS looking at us !?
and we lied on the roadside, i mean her. not me!
well... perhaps this is gonna be the one last time i'm doing so...
JER... you got urself a good girlfriend which is like my DAUGHTER.
rem TRUST & COMMUNICATION is the key to relationship.
HAIR CUT tmr! hope it styles onto me! ((:
-vinz... take care alrights! everything will be fine and fate bring a big part in this situation.
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/07/2005 01:14:00 AM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Thursday, January 06, 2005 |
|
i think i have reach the stage that i'm satisfied with myself in basketball.
i think i did a great job and one of the best as well.
owells....
i am not gonna give up and i'm gonna improve further more! yapps ((:
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/06/2005 09:05:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Wednesday, January 05, 2005 |
|
basketball...
basketball...
& basketball...
that's what i do these few days . ((: |
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/05/2005 07:50:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Tuesday, January 04, 2005 |
|
played basketball since 2pm till 7pm today
saw vanessa mei and she is like so dao lor!
hahs. owells.. played with alot of old friends and is fun man!
early morning like 6am i went off with dad to went to defer my army service.
i don't want to go army so fast! and i'm a flat footed! dude!
why everyone is always asking about my past?
i can't stand it man! argh!
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/04/2005 07:29:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Monday, January 03, 2005 |
|
a new layout for the new year!
bought a new vans shoe.
it cost me like $100 ? wow! freak!
owells....
thanks cindy help for the whole change (:
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/03/2005 11:22:00 PM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Sunday, January 02, 2005 |
|
-"he" is gonna concentrate on studies & basketball instead of other stuffs
-"he" will rather spend more money on himself
-"he" is not gonna neglect his friends and family members
-"he" will not be so easily tied down by girls or whatever
-"he" is going to know the true meaning of life and spend it
-"he" will grow up from now on
-"he" will act and think maturely?
-"he" from a little boy to a man
-"he" is going church again
-"he" is gonna help whoever is in trouble
"he" can do it and must do it ...
beacause "HE" is bobby.
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/02/2005 10:56:00 AM comments
|
|
|
|
|
Saturday, January 01, 2005 |
|
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2005 everyone!
is like 4am and i'm till not sleeping and just staying at my cousin house drinkning wine ?
owells.. work for dad like since early morning in 6am till like 7pm?
then i took a cab down to home and then to serangoon gardens ice cube to chill out
and waiting for the countdown. yapps... ate a few stuffs and just talk crap.
called a few persons to wish them greetings and messages as well.
later daughtiee called me and told me to wait for her to come down.
maybe out of boredom? i think so...
it is so fun with her around to hit and smack around.
we stayed about till 2am before heading off. at first we wanted the dark canal but she don't dare!
she is somesort freak out so warric and kimyong head off another way while the both of us go another way.
I got freaked out not by the darkness but her shocking screams! dude!
off to her friend party tmr? can i make it with the amount of energy left? hahas ! (:
just do it !
i will wait...
for the perfect miracle to happen in year 2005! (: hope it goes the same for u guys too!
|
| ranted by Bobby
@
1/01/2005 04:13:00 AM comments
|
|
|
|
|
|
