i felt so left out and kinda lost since vinz grandpa pass away. perhaps no companion for tomorrow school trip to school. i can't afford to lose anyone right now. i seriously felt so confused and sad right now. what can be happening to me right now ? -lonely without anyone ? -no motivation to go classes and school. -sudden mood swing? -low confidence of myself because of many things? what the duck!? fish!? crab!? prawn!? crap!!! crap!!! crap!!!