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Monday, June 23, 2008 |
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Radios In Heaven |
TO ALL RELATIVES AND COUSINS
Mum/grandma admitted to Sing Gen hospital today.
Block 7 Ward 72 Room 10.
High Fever and low blood pressure.
Cause is still being investigated.
Doctor advised her condition can turn for the worst. i.e - Passing away.
They would let her go peacefully if necessary.
Please note. Uncle Tiong.
Everytime I see you in this state, it pains me so much.
I wish I can hold you back and keep you with us.
But now, I think I will let you go if you are suffering.
I want to see you happily up there.
I miss you. Hold on and be strong.
I remembered how you used to shield the rod for me.
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6/23/2008 05:37:00 PM comments
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Friday, June 20, 2008 |
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It's time - SN2 |
This group which was so united and strong. It is still going strong.
I'm the problem I guess. Age gap? I doubt so.
I'm not a game person so I always get lost in the mist.
I don't think I'm interesting enough to hold a conversation.
Sometimes I feel left out but I know I didn't make an effort to ask.
Sometimes I tend to be friendly and people may think I'm flirting.
I can satisfy no one. No one can.
I want to enjoy basketball with them but I can no longer be as good and play.
I get frustrated at times not because I'm hot tempered.
It's the back. The pain ; unbearable.
Sometimes when I see my "own" people or cousins being "bullied", I tend to get back.
It's my wrong way of showing my care I know.
I tried ways to go back, I struggled.
This group, which I missed pretty much. Yes I do.
Ok, so who is those who read it?
I was just telling a friend who I met up with today that how fortunate I am.
Those that I expect will read my blog daily without fail is those who actually didn't bother and those that actually tagged in my tagboard is people who is those I really fail to treat them well.
I'm ignorant.
p.s - I sincerely thanks those we really cared. I was very much touched I must say. I really do.
And I mean it.
Cheers people!Labels: SN2 |
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6/20/2008 01:04:00 AM comments
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Friday, June 13, 2008 |
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The Light Is Finally Out. |
Yes people, my result is finally out.
After Xray, MRI scan and CT scan,
I got to know the real reason why my back aches so easily.
Cheers to those who is happy me in this plight, thanks to those who concern.
Xav is right, I can never satisfy everyone in this world.
Back to the topic,
I will use a few pictures to enlighten you guys.
First, this picture shows my spine. Just go to the bottom part of it.
You will be about to see that everything is normal and nice.
BUT
In this picture yes, I circled the disconnection there.
That's the whole problem that is affecting my life somehow.
My basketball and everything.
I used to, and love to be a sunshine boy.
But now everything got to go through a change and all.
One of the bone is disconnected as you can see from the picture.
And yes, the disc is the only thing that is supporting the two bones.
So if time passes, the two bones will be rubbing against the disc and making it to degenerate.
SO sooner or later, that bone will move forward and affecting many other parts.
The doctor told me that the last resort to hold this disconnected part together is a metal piece or some thing that can pull them together through operation.
But if the operation is not successful, as in if it hits the nerve and all,
I will be having problem with my lower part of the body.
When I heard about that, I was actually smiling.
But I was really scared in the inside and all.
I don't want people who was there to be worry and all.
Thanks Janice and Minkai for making the trip down just to make sure I'm fine.
And my dad for rushing down in mid of his work.
For now, I guess I will need some time at the beach tomorrow.
Till then.
p.s - I was quite disappointed with you this bunch of people I cared the most actually.Labels: injury |
| ranted by Bobby
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6/13/2008 11:37:00 PM comments
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Thursday, June 12, 2008 |
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Judgement Day |
Yes,
tomorrow will be the day where my CT scan result will be out.
I need BACK up.
Operation or physio?
He decides.
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| ranted by Bobby
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6/12/2008 10:11:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008 |
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Small & Cosy, He make sense. |
I was actually planning a big party for my 21st.
But I realised I shouldn't do that after what my brother told me.
If I invite so many friends, I won't be able to catch up with all the close ones.
And that will not be the whole purpose of the celebration.
Yes, the more people I invite mean the more presents I will receive.
But upon thinking about it, I was wrong.
I really just want all my close friends to be present on that day.
Quality over quantity.
:)
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| ranted by Bobby
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6/10/2008 11:34:00 PM comments
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Monday, June 09, 2008 |
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Back again |
And so after 2 months, I thought you will be gone.
But you are back to haunt and make me think so much again.
Yes, this sickness that I got no idea how I got it.
Very nice.
I'll try to look on the bright side.
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6/09/2008 01:05:00 AM comments
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Thursday, June 05, 2008 |
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when everything goes backwards. |
Everything is going wrong for me. Just so wrong.
I want a normal life.
Turn it back.
Just someone, one will do.
Listen.
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6/05/2008 11:30:00 PM comments
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