This group which was so united and strong. It is still going strong. I'm the problem I guess. Age gap? I doubt so. I'm not a game person so I always get lost in the mist. I don't think I'm interesting enough to hold a conversation. Sometimes I feel left out but I know I didn't make an effort to ask. Sometimes I tend to be friendly and people may think I'm flirting. I can satisfy no one. No one can. I want to enjoy basketball with them but I can no longer be as good and play. I get frustrated at times not because I'm hot tempered. It's the back. The pain ; unbearable. Sometimes when I see my "own" people or cousins being "bullied", I tend to get back. It's my wrong way of showing my care I know. I tried ways to go back, I struggled. This group, which I missed pretty much. Yes I do.
Ok, so who is those who read it?
I was just telling a friend who I met up with today that how fortunate I am. Those that I expect will read my blog daily without fail is those who actually didn't bother and those that actually tagged in my tagboard is people who is those I really fail to treat them well. I'm ignorant.
p.s - I sincerely thanks those we really cared. I was very much touched I must say. I really do. And I mean it.
