Tuesday, February 28, 2006 |
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All day long studying at home can be a boredom. Is so not productive at all.
Muscles turning fats. Time to work it out after thursday final exams.
We are becoming like strangers. Aww... |
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2/28/2006 04:48:00 PM comments
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Friday, February 24, 2006 |
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I used to have a friend, good friend / buddy I suppose. We used to play basketball together. Breakfast, lunch and dinner together. Shopping together. Share out problems and all. But now everything is over.
My mum ask me about him and I guess she miss him too. Will those days be back? I really wonder. Guess we ain't really in good terms. Big sigh. |
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2/24/2006 10:40:00 PM comments
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You made me kinda don't feel like talking to you anymore.
Even if I see you around, I'll just give a fake smile.
You are strikedoff froom the list from now on.
You've changed ; girl.
YES! prolly the one reading right now. |
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2/24/2006 09:42:00 AM comments
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006 |
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Today I went to school to mug with Jon, My, Jer. But in the end, as usual, we didn't mug much. Just some reading. Well. I went to take a long bus journey to VJC to find Mel and study. I was really beat that i fall asleep halfway through. But still, I must stay awake just in case I overshot. Owells. TIRED! Btw, this is Mel ((:
Be strong and independent girl. I await for you to tell me that one day. After mugging with her, she went to meet her friends whereas I head home. Then BUDDY smsed me! She ask me to play bball with her friends in Sengkang. I was kinda sad and moody that time, so I told myself to play my heart out. We played with 4 guys. WE = Me, Buddy and her two girlfriends. We won all three sets. Aww.. The win brings no joy anymore. I ain't happy. I guess life is getting back to bball soon. The FrisJOY is going off. I think I'm not really in a good mood or stable condition now. I just wanna blast the music now. *Off
Back at times, surf and sweat 2006. That is my team.
You blocked my team mate Jon! :(
I will do back the same thing! Don't touch my team mates!
But I'm touched by this guy's face. Yucks!
WE will never give up and say die. NEVER!
That is me! Soar and fly.
Those were the happy times. But now, it all returned. Yes, i know I'm random. :( |
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2/21/2006 10:32:00 PM comments
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Saturday, February 18, 2006 |
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SO finally today I went for my dental appointment again. My di, Ryan was the best! He accompanied and guide me through all the way. He was simply marvellous today! A big thanks! really! Today I had to extract one tooth out and the dental placed 4 metal rings into my mouth. Braces will be up next week. Excited and eager over it! I'm gonna lose weight and all. I can't even eat anything much.
After that, he left for church whereas Amanda met up with me at PS. That girl was gorgeous and class. That is what I think. We went to buy her clothings and set off to take neos with her. Will post it up when she scan it out. Is nice! Is nice to have someone who likes taking pics too ((: After taking neos, we walked from ps to wisma to meet up with aud and marie. Aud was way noisy which is normal and that poor soul mate was damn quiet. Aud is like a child that doesn't behaves like her age which is my age. Maria was like a model. Tall and quiet. Owells. We walked around aimlessly and all. Playing and suan-ing each other along town. Met up with many people as well. SEE THAT AUD! After aud and marie left for home whereas me and amanda headed for coffeebean. SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED! A replica of amanda appeared. She really looks like her. Just when everything going behind, it all came back again :( I'm glad that amanda was telling me her past and experiences. We can really chat well and clicked. Alot more fun is awaiting for me in this bunch of people. But first of all,I gotta finish up this whole exams. :(
Before heading for the books, these are the pictures taken today.
Amanda, Audrey and Me!
That is Me and Amanda. She's a dear.
I took that during dental appointment while I've to wait. Guess what's that?
Overall, I met 4 new friends today. (: They are all nice. |
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2/18/2006 11:41:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006 |
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Back in 2 years time, I was just a boy who was walking aimlessly with no confidence at all. That was when I'm appointed to an institue. That was the time when I lost someone I love. That was really the time I thought everything was in the end. But it took me alot of strength and moral support to climb all the way up again. It really do. It took me just 1 year to get into a polytechnic. I was really way happy and all. But after first semester was over, I was disappointed that I didn't fare well for it. I wasted a chance given to me. I was dejected when someone left me when I'm so down. It took me many months to be back to normal. But not now anymore, this is semester 2and I'm going to do well. And today I scored quite good for my Digital Media and Design project. On the way home today, many thoughts flashed through my mind,
I will like to THANKS all this people that made all this happen.
1.My family members. 2.My Alphekuchen Group (Daniel,Wenzi,Jonathan,Jerlyn,Mengyeow) 3.MY BUDDY! 4.My classmates like Naz, Michelle and others. 5.Qianhui,MeowMeow, Vinz, Anqi, Xiaoqi, Kimli, Prunella mei, Jiaqi, Alice, Meibin, Maid(amanda), Stephanie, Julia,Ana, Mandy and others if i have left out.
6.Lastly, It is YOU! YOU that makes me wanna achieve results to prove that you have made the wrong choice.
Thanks all for the support and motivation when I'm really down.
But during this past few months, I guess I lost my SN2. It is down to history. Everything is separated just like puzzles. owells. :( Goodbye my lover.
I gotta be ambition and look far. But I'm not going to be over confident .I will learn whatever I can and go for the best out of it. I will not waste anytime. I will strive for the best. I can see the old Bobby is back in anytime.
The one that handle things confidently and face everything with no sweat. Isn't that what people wanted? Now every projects are handed up and left with just 5 tests. I can handle them easily as long as I got the right time management. I can do it! GOGOGO! same to my classmates.
So what if it is Valentine's Day today? It is just a normal day to me. No dates? BIg deal? I got my books!I love studying nowadays! Serious! Talking about that,I got chocolates from Anqi and Jiayi. Thank you! Prunella mei made this for me and send me (:
I got greetings from alot of others. (: Everyone is like so surprised to see me not going out on Vday. Like -_-" Hahaha. Owells. I guess I have grow up bit by bit. I know what is the priority now. I got a very loving card from Wenzi. She made our group the most happening by doing a card to each of us.
But still, i think i received the best present from GOD today! My confidence is returned to me in VALENTINE's day!(:
p.s. To my classmates who think I'm gay?No way! I do it just to hear laughters from you all and make it more lively. But I think I gotta stop just in case everyone misunderstood. I will just be myself from now. I can act like one but not be like one because I STILL LIKE GIRLS! =P
Not long ago, i received a call from darylyn. Met her at the 9th floor. She is my cute neighbour who i watched her grow up.
My day was really complete and come my ways today! OMG! How i hope everyday is today. I spend something better than Valentine's day! ((: Thanks god. Amen. |
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2/14/2006 07:50:00 PM comments
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It is just another normal day. There isn't anything special to me infact.
My LOBSTER went missing in my house. DARN IT!
Beware legs! |
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2/14/2006 12:46:00 AM comments
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Sunday, February 12, 2006 |
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How I wished I got a DAD like a friend. A mum like a life-time partner. So all along I was "attached" to this girl who loves & cares for me all this while.
YES! I'm blinded by those white lights.
How strong can we be? Last?
All smiles ((: |
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2/12/2006 08:47:00 PM comments
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Friday, February 10, 2006 |
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How I wished I can be the BOBBY back in 4th of Sept ; How i wished that the BOBBY back in 23 - 28 Sept resurfaced ; Those were the best and worst time of life. But I just wanna be that way.
And that was those times. But I guess one day , someone will replaced it. God has plans for me. I believe in HIM. I guess I'm gonna lose weight due to those braces.
I'm experiencing pain, exhaustation, moody times and etc. But I think I'm loving it? Someone bring this guy to WBH. |
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2/10/2006 07:38:00 PM comments
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Thursday, February 09, 2006 |
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and so I'm getting to have a phobia against car, thanks to my "so friendly" teacher.
But afterall I guess he meant well. I must overcome it. Good luck to me tomorrow.
My teeth hurts like hell. The whole mouth was like can't chew at all. All because of the separators.
I think I'm gonna turn in soon. The earliest since 34234 months. I'm gonna fall soon. I really can't take the hectic schedule. All so packed up. I need someone.
But that someone is someone that never exist yet. Till then...
I'm gonna miss you ; do you? |
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2/09/2006 08:35:00 PM comments
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006 |
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I couldn't complete my Ef paper today and just rushed off to dental today. When I reached there, I was all alone. No love ones with me to face it with me. All I wished at least i got a companion to help me out. But I got none. My parents are always too busy for me. But not my brothers. Maybe I'm unlucky. This is the souvernier from the nurse and doctor.
Doesn't it look cool? *comment please dental assistant. What was on my mind when my teeth was been plucked and pull? It isn't important to me anymore. I'm used to it already. I feel so disappointed. I don't know why. I gotta communicate with the nurse through sms. Even for the taxi driver too. =X Way embarassing! But I think it was rather interesting somehow. I got to experience how it is like to be a mute. Good presentation everyone. (: take care! one more tooth to be extracted the next Saturday. Then braces up you go. |
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2/08/2006 09:04:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006 |
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So I was all wrong. I was so disappointed when i read your entry. It is always so sad to be hurt by someone you treated so well. All I want is abit of attention ; after so much. I don't think is too much. I guess things are way beyond hope now. Since you don't like the way i mean it, then I shall just stop. It isn't a pleasant thing to be opposing in each other blogs.
Life so much better without me.
Isn't it?
I miss those days :(
Tomorrow. Formal presentation ; Electronic Fundamental Test ; 5pm - 630pm Dental Appointment. 530pm - ... pm Doom! Do well everyone. And to you. I really mean do well. |
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2/07/2006 10:37:00 PM comments
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Saturday, February 04, 2006 |
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Two projects presentation finally over. Am very relieved after that. Still got a hectic week ahead. Shall get it once and for all. I guess is destined that happens to me whenever exams around the corner. It will never fail to distract me. It's my destiny ; because of you. That two words just kill my whole mood and everything off. Went to Janice house for CNY visit, eat and gamble. Ok. I'm the big winnner here but i feel no joy. Why can't love be wealth instead? That is truly what i want. You want to know how I feel inside? This picture clearly describes.
Choose either path. You're still alone. On a night like this. FCUK IT
i really got no idea what is wrong with me.
i'm a guy like anyone else.
i believe i got a gd character and all.
i tried everything i could do make people happy and all.
accompany you when you are doing late proj.
making u smile whenyou are down.
but i still don't know what is the fucking problem.
but now u make me feel so lost and scare.
i will never forgive you and me. ignore me. |
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2/04/2006 12:30:00 AM comments
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Thursday, February 02, 2006 |
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I guess the best way is to let it go. It is obviously going nowhere. You ain't showing anything at all. And I don't feel it. I guess the past is hard to forget? I don't want to waste anymore time of yours. Fly away. It's all started because of you. Which ended in - I just don't love you no more. I'm so helpless. I'm handlng all works by myself.
My first car drove. Car 66. What will be the next number ? |
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2/02/2006 10:58:00 PM comments
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That was when I'm appointed to a