now early morning i'm here blogging and i'm seriously tired but i couldn't sleep. the machine seem to have some default errors. i woke up on purpose just to "accompany" her to school just to make her happy and just a kind of moral support. but i think we don't belong to that category of that. she don't like it or simply treat it something normal? i'm not sure but i'm too disappointed to go to bed again so i decided to blast the music on my mp3. people who knows me well knows why i do that. well... i think it still needs some maintanence. sometimes i just wanna hear somethings sweet or maybe just some things from her but it won't come out like the past. i mean.. alright. is unfair to compare here like that. is two different people. but what can i do? i don't want you to be seem looking at me saying "how come you are full of problems always"? yes. i don't want you to feel upset over it too. but who else can i go to? vinz ? i felt i had troubled him enough. he got his own problems too. hope your proposal works out well. but no matter what happened, i will still be there to listen to your problems too. (: well... for mich, i still have to wait for 8 hours and 26 minutes. it may seem short for u but is so long for me. shall find something to do. *time past faster please* -prays-
must i be really that bad to neglect her till she knows i'm not around? issit that girls start to cherish guys until the guy start to stop doing all thos sweet things? i don't wanna think about this too.
this song is for you.
When you're close to tears remember Someday it'll all be over One day we're gonna get so high Though it's darker than December What's ahead is a different colour One day we're gonna get so high
Andat the end of the day remember the days When we were close to the end And wonder how we made it through the night At the end of the day Remember the way We stayed so close to the end We'll remember it was me and you Cause we are gonna be Forever, you and me You will Always keep it flying high in the sky Of love
Don't you think it's time you started Doing what we always wanted One day we're gonna get so high Cause even the impossible Is easy when we got each other One day we're gonna get so high
reds are much more emphasis & stands out than white.
