finally all my plans for qiqi birthday is done. done shopping with mich,nik and april for her present. saw val and friends there. so happy! anyway, i finally got time for my own stuffs. my work,projects,lovelife,bball and guitar as i dun have much to plan for my home people birthday anymore. well.. i realised my bball skills are indeed getting lousier than ever because of the injury which still lingers around. sighs.
well... everything went well today and i hope the people in the court can get closer and maybe take a photo which is think is IMPOSSIBLE. sighs. hope you are happy qiqi. thinking about tmr match with j style members made me emotional and moody at this wee hour. 1.23am.
everyone has been wondering what are we? but i'm confused by it too. when asked whether we are an item, we said no. but seriously is still not an item. but in time to come, maybe yes? but when she said that no, i feel kinda insecured at times but i just don't know why. is a feeling. what can i do? am i in love? well. i guess i am. hope things will get better each day.
meeting her tomorrow morning for breakfast and studying. i needa help her too. it seem so near yet so far. should i tell her this or should i not?
-that is the smile that captivate my soul. made me feel loved again. made me dare to move on with life and throwing the past. and maybe thanks to *denise for what she had done. "she" is fun to be with , "she" is always the one who will talk back and suan me, "she" is one who had totally ifferent character from others, "she" is always so innocent and funny but can do that hurts me at times unknowingly, "she" s the one sent down from heaven, right before my eyes. "she" is my chilly padi! (:
