today i overslept and missed my breakfast appointment with wenxiong. my hair appointment with the salon. well.. had a haircut again and much neater now. anyway, i slept at 3am yesterday night because i watched initial d. tanning in your sunray... well.. i got addicted to that song but then at first i don't like it. due to someone influence who got me addicted to the song and her? haha! well.. everything went smoothly and all. met her and we studied together and play basketball awhile to relax. seriously i haven't been playing much after her appearance. i mean not to the fullest. but this is natural sometimes. u can't have all the things to you at one time. guitar, basketball, mich," home",studies, and my brothers in court? i guess it will be mich and her studies,follow by the people in court, and my own studies. this 3 things had been on my mind since then and it can't allow anything to enter at the moment. is selfish i know but at least i know i neglected non-living things instead of living things.
we are just like machine. yes, you and me. there are still alot of things that are not properly fixed (as in the different lifestyle) until everything is fixed on and working (that's when we are together) we will be going smoothly and everything (honeymoon period) but at times, after so much usage, there sure to be faulty area at some parts (some hurdles) but after some repair and stuffs it will b working well again OR maybe better (cold war & closer)
so this is how i termed it upon thinking about it on the bus home. it was quiet on that night and everything just came to me like that. we just keep getting better and closer but the machine still needs time for testing. wahaha. weird theory. i believe we can hold on.
-what happened yesterday night,the family of broken pieces had came true. it just happen due to some quarrels and neglection. misunderstanding? maybe yes or no.
