I always thought birthday wish won't come true. And we just close our eyes and wish for the sake of doing it. In high hope, you really thought it will come true. But well, mine always keep me wondering, "Will it really come true this year?"
It ain't exception for this year anyway. I made a wish. I wish I can see her just for a couple of minutes. I am even willing to make all the travelling just to fulfill it myself. Sound pathetic isn't it? But she, Isabelle yes, is someone who I longed to see after 2 years.
"If you compare me and you, you seem to have all the time in the world." That really hurts me. I know you will find me childish or what but I just need a place to rant. I'm always just an online friend. Can someone make my birthday special? I beg for it! Fuck. No one will understand what I'm saying anyway. Hi isabelle, bye isabelle. morning isabelle. hey hey you you! hurhur too bad. IF you say so. The enormous handphone bill doesn't help but piled up the whole thing! :( No more sms.
