This few days haven't been really good & smooth for me. And I'm told by a close friend that I've change alot the past 2 weeks. I really do because even I can know I'm not that Bobby I got to know. All the while I've been brain washed by the fact that this society is so not innocent at all. Not as easy and simple as I thought it was. It made me have this mindset of not trusting or open myself to anyone. A few people actually somehow made me feel cheated for this few days. I felt somehow terrible. I got a buddy and he is skyv. He is somehow experiencing something like me. He needs friends to be there but I'm different. I'm sorry Vinz, I can't be there for you because I'm not problems-free. Whenever I really can't take it, I need a high place to stone and just do some self reflection. That is what happened last night around 3am - 4am. I was just at some 11th floor HDB flat. I feel really eerie actually but I don't know why I ended up there.
The wind, the still atmosphere and the humming of insects.
Out of randomness, we celebrated Jerlyn's birthday last sunday. I hope you like it. Happy Birthday Jerlyn!
After some thoughts, I admit I am two sided at times. And the really bad one is one that don't really come out at times. So I feel no one really knows Bobby well. Even you, you and you. I'm trying to find myself back. I'll be fine. I will refrain myself from the internet world, handphone and certain people. Because I believe so they are the harm of it.
There is always ups and down side in life. Look at Trouble and Twinsel...you will be happy. They are so called, Mans best freind!..sorry...should be, Debs Best Freind!
