I'm drenched AGAIN. the night falls and the rain followed too. what a weather to spoilt the whole lot of people in the court. anyway, this is certified that the SN2 court aka HOME is no longer the same. lack of those laughters and challenges seen in the past. i believe people involved in the court should agree with me. is never the same again. well. we can't do much. let it be.. is hard to maintain such a BIG group. but memories will always stay and be a happy part of my life. for example, today i saw one of our members but it seem like we are strangers. my cousin who is with me was like , "don't need to say hi one ar?" one week just past like that. so fast and it seem so unfufilling. time to do something that can make me feel accomplish.
i miss my older brother. ever since his return from army, he changed to a MAN from a boy i used to know. the one that start showing care towards me and my younger brother. he is one matured and thoughtful brother. i always see him as a role model to follow. without him now, is like without a guardian angel. someone be my guardian angel if you possess his ability. i doubt so...