hey people, yes! i'm back from training under the heavy rain. i trained with nat and andre. we had our fun and all. army training. but after the rain stopped, memories just came back. those sad and hurtful ones.
here comes the rain again ; falling from the stars ; DRENCHED in my PAIN again ;
i looked very cheerful and happy in front of them, but actually i feel like crying inside but i can't. i really can't do so. i don't want to be seen as a coward. and my mood isn't that good recently because of that. dun pissed me people because someone just do so from a phone call. SHE should know who she is. FCUK OFF.
i so miss alot of people now. those that are once close to me. all came to my mind all of a sudden. things ain't the same anymore. they said the older you are, the more problems you got. how true it is. i want to be young and never grow.
why must all this happened to me at this time. i just wanna stay happy and stress free. but when will it dawn on me?
she's back to haunt his mind :(
i am so so so very unhappy and troubled. yes he is.
