after all those thoughts and all, i decided to be abit more selfish and just keep a few close friends that i can confine in. i mean that will be a better choice. and i keep wanting to have a good job in future and enjoy the fruit of it. the girl with me will be fortunate and all. i must study hard! i will work hard for everything from now onwards. i must really keep this in mind and work towards my dream. i want to be someone with high status and all. in the end, the results will show. i will reap what i sow.
although i never ever see you before, i will just accept you for who you are. you are one that makes me feel way different. i just want memories with you. good ones. although you will be flying off in years, i just wanna make this happen. i hope there will be this chance.
