today dental appointment was finally settled. braces will be put on. on the date of maybe 8th of Feb 2006. the mould and x rays of everything was done. it wasn't easy. as in i missed my parents who will be there for me when i'm young. i was totally fine before the trip there. but as time grows longer and night falls. my mood changed too. all of a sudden, i felt left out. where is my parently love? ryan is a lucky chap whose mother buys him whatever he wants. for me, i can only touch it with my hands and "STEAL" it in my mind. for example the red nike dunk which i love it since like starting of the year. and now is like going to be the end of the year? perhaps i'm just lacking something like a pillar of support.
i'm moody. i just wanna have someone close to talk to and confine in? not just anyone close but someone special? special that i don't even know who will it be. sighs. sighs. sighs. tomorrow is friday and someone is back from OBS. i'm hardworking since the start of the semester. but i guess is running off soon.
