so i reached class the earliest today. i was freaking tired and bored. samm woke me up and she was so nice somehow. she didn't sleep for the whole night i think. due to some reasons. thanks samm. ((: so mengyeow our snowman arrived later. i sense abit of coldness before that. so i knew his arrival is nearby. we decided to take some lame pics with renick handphone. those cool effects produced by his handphone was simply awesome. one cool example? he is a lucky freak to take pic with his idol. =X after class, we went to the canteen to meet all of them. the FRISBEE gang is so cool. daniel went to malaysia and bought 5 of us this. each one of the frisbee gang got one each. mine was a yellow adidas band and two candies. thanks daniel. i like it alot. i know giving ur idol stuffs is a normal thing. lol. it was MR SNOWMAN's teacher class later on. he is having some P ------ M ------- S i guess. i don't know but maybe. so i skipped his lesson as he requested that. so weird of him. so i took this as a memorable to skip a lesson for the FIRST time. the "POWER RANGERS" combined. met up with sam who is back from malaysia for her holiday. everything was cool. watched chicken little . quite lame and funny. and i'm so damn broke now. :( had fun with her with all the craps and all. and i will be a good host i guess. just 2 weeks. i need so so so much money. and so this is samm and me. the candid shot from pearlyn. ok. fun part is over for today.
infact deep down inside of me, i haven't been myself for sometimes since that day. i know it is quite unfair to some of my friends. people who knows me well and are truly my friends know that. for those that don't even care doesn't really matters. at least it made clear to me who really cares for me and who doesn't. i get frustrated nowadays for nothing. like i gotta scrimp and save because i spent so much on the first day of the week. and now i still havent had my dinner and lunch. omg! i'm so tired from all the projects, school works and friends. i just wanna fnd back my ownself. and i skipped frisbee today. how "great". :( i just wanna back off from everything and leave this place for a holiday? i really need one but i know i can't. true friends please tag. i want all my friends. so stupid and silly of me. ok. i know i'm definitely different from the guy inside. i'm a changed person. and i'm aint proud of it infact. fcuk it.
