i can feel the drift among all of us. ok.. maybe not all of us but me from you all. i do not know what's happening. i shall not talk behind backs so i will just name it. the conspiracy between and kimli and qi surely made me sense it. the distance away from there clearly shows. is either gone or stranger as it can be. how i hope everything starts again from the first day i met her on her bday. those were my happy days. hope i wish that time go back to the time when four of us just sit at the playground. those were my silly times. as i said ; happy things always come to an end. this is so true to me. not i'm so tired of making things well as i know it will no longer be the same. yes, "home" will fall soon. trust me it will. i wonder how it will look like in the end. is all in the fate of our own hands. the fall and rise of it isn't important anymore, as it goes on...
i'm leading a aimless and listless life. leave this boy alone at the dark corner ; which he least expected it yet doing it.
