well... the rain which falls and drenched on my pain should stop sooner or later. this time round, i travel alone without another person with me. an IMPORTANT person. i really miss her everything. does she knows? everywhere i go, is memories. i attended a church service in city harvest today. it was really one of the greatest service i ever attended. it was so coincidence that it was talking about me and her situation. i was really engrossed into that pastor talking. anyway, i reached the service on the dot. met up with meow meow and her 2 friends. followed by ryan.
in life, god is a god of new things. he is always changing us with new things so that we won't get bored. now god is gotta move the current city harvest to expo. they are shifting AGAIN! to a BIGGER place! everything comes to an end when you can't do anything to it anymore. love is everything in god's name. his name above of all names. 6 factors which the pastor said today. - the past-bondages - the future-fear - hesistation - temptation - resources - relationship
i will remember by heart unlike someone... after today service, i seem to become a stronger person. a stronger mentality. i will think of my future again for now. but i will start thinking again when Oct 7 ends. for then... i'm still waiting for the final outcome. people out there, hang on yea. i might change to a better person or worst person. it all depends. but for now, everything is fine. the pain in the heart is like the pain on the leg. THIS IS THE WORST INJURY I GOT IN MY WHOLE LIFE. IT HURTS SO MUCH THAT I CAN'T WALK PROPERLY. I CAN'T DO ALOT OF THINGS. AND IT JUST CAN'T STOP BLEEDING. now you know how it feels bobby?
