today hangout with mengyeow,johnathan and jerlyn was a good one. they rocks! you know? it made me really think that i should live life happily instead of the past few days. you are living happily so i think i should too. i can do it. everything shall put to an end one day. i will never forget the cruel and heartless way you treat me which surprisingly made me to another stronger person. i know i've been a nuisance or sissy that ran away from problems and behaving like the world is going to end anytime. but people out there, those who are always by my side supporting me. a BIG thanks to all of you. i will remember you all by heart. but people out there may think this way, "you love her so much and done so much for her" "but you end up being treated this way by her." "don't you think is a waste? or being at the loss party?
people i should clear your doubts. love is a fair war. love is a game. a game that will end up with a loser and a winner. a winner that takes all ; a loser that take the punishment. well. i'm the loser. but actually not exactly. i think i did pretty much and isn't a loss for her too? i won't comment much about it. she said to me, let it be. i will respect her decision. but i hope we can still be friends going out and all. we can be good crappers like we first met. in all, i won't take any faults on her or what, but i will like to thanks her for the good memories she left behind my mind. i will always remember. hope you are coping well with your exams now. god bless.
Yeah, she caught my eye, As we walked on by. She could see from my face that I was, Fucking high, And I don't think that I'll see her again, But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
going to register my car learning tomorrow. yeah. i'm so excited over it. imagine the thought of me in my dad's merc. how "cool". haha. i must take my license really fast. many things lined up for me. i mean i'm planning to do which i won't reveal. oh yah. not forgetting about the pic i took with meowmeow on sunday at chc. that is going to be the last smile you seen from me. i don't really like to talk to people nowadays. but i hope it will change. oh yah.. did i mentioned i will be going for a "holiday" from this blog. this will benefit everyone i hope.
bobby's september will never end. he left just like that, mark this sentence; he will be back.
