this is getting terrible and terrible i swear. i can't concentrate in class and my projects because of a conflict with a classmate.
anyway, whoever that can pick me up from where i am, i promise to be nice to you. it seem like i'm at the lowest point of life. reasons--> 1.projects dateline. (i'm left with two) 2.common test. 3.semestral projects. 4.that conflict. it do distract me too.
because of all these stuffs going through in my mind, it leads to easily frustration while playing basketball. just get real pissed off with my own team mates. but then, i can't blame them either. it was a game after all. just let it be. but been absorb off those energy,i walked home dragging my legs and sweat all over. my mum talked to me and i kinda neglected her which i didn't do it on purpose. i was really too tired to open my mouth and talked. but later if i'm taking a short break, i shall go have a small chat with her. sorry mum :(
thanks avia who cheered me up and gave me advices on what i should do. she is truly one good friend and yea. i will keep my promise mentioned earlier on.
to you... where are you when i needed someone the most to talk too? the one i always spent my time hearing your problems when you are down. but where are you now i wondered? i really ponder sometimes and think abt it, are u even reading this post i'm gonan blog soon? :( they always say all these shits came in one whole pile. its true.
i needa solve that conflict soon. might avoid playing basketball tomorrow with my nyp friends. i might watch them instead. much more relaxing and interesting.
please let me have something to look forward everyday god.
