i'm currently not in a good mood now. i'm seriously disappointed and sad. :( this is not getting any better but i guess it will be better to rant it out at the blog rather than vent it on the basketball court later on. poor people. but i won't do that for sure. i can feel something like it's raining inside of me. i don't want to face anyone. i don't have the face to face them in fact. i failed cprogramming. yes, i put up a brave front in font of my classmates but in my heart, i just feel like giving all up. is this how i want my future to be? no! i want to do well but who can i approach? what am i experiencing now is tragical. pathetic! :( grrrr..... !!! i don't want to talk to anyone about this and i won't bother to answer it too. i'm gonna face it myself and find the roots of the problem.
