is raining in the early morning and its just spoils my whole mood. darn it and it just like raining for 5minutes? bleahs. make the floor wet! *fumes* what should i talk about? maybe something that i have been thinking all the while. i hope i can make something out of here
*one sided love* -loving someone that doesn't love you at all. -waiting at all means if you really want him/her. -keep having high hopes of everything,thinking that motivation come from him/her. -whenever your eyes are open, is him/her. whenever it is close, is still him/her. -that's because you are in love with him/her. -you always hope they accept or love you one day. -you do alot/anything for them just to see their smile which melts your heart. -you are wilingly to sacrifice anything just for their benefits. -whenever they feel down,u gradually will try to cheer them up,but if you failed to do so, your mood will be just like them. when they are happy, even if you have the most serious problem in the world,you will never failed to put a smile just for her. isn't that awww... sweet? -you will do alot of things for them but not expecting the same standard of return. -whenever you know that they are out with someone and you always hoping to get a chance to go out with her, this feeling is terrible. -you will think that whatever u told her is important and true, but to him/her it might means just abit to them, worst come to worst, it is off their mind the next minute. -you just hope to see them every moment of time but that missing of him/her feeling is horrible and torturing. -you just wish to talk to him/her like there is no tomorrow. -you will do anything just to have a slight number of time with his/her companion. -you hope that he/she will be there for you when you need him/her but you know he/she won't. -you are worried about him/her safety in whatever he/she do. so u just keep worrying. -you want everything to be the BEST for him/her. -but the sad thing is that he/she won't take note of the things u say whereas you will just remembered and take notes of everything of what he/she says. even the slightest thing. :(
in conclusion, when you are in this situation, get ready for the sourish and torturing feeling that your heart might be getting. but this is sweet if you could hang on and just wait for him/her to rekindle that feeling and feel your presence. but if he/she ended up with someone else and this will be the sadest part but you know you have done your very best in everything and be proud of it. i know this is easy to say but what else can you do besides that ? cry? but if you really love someone out there, please let them know how you feel and tell them you love him/her because after telling her, you know you won't regret it.
god bless to those who is in this situation and hope your feelings will be made known to the one you love and gradually be an item after that.
this is for you to read. yes you, y0u and YOU. this is how we have been feeling all the while. :(
