Thanks Lord for I know there are people who still care for me. Judging from my tagboard, I am really touched by those who keep me going.
Yes, I'm pretty worried about the operation.
Just yesterday evening, I got a high fever and stomach flu.
I feel really terrible because I'm aching all over and I feel so weak. Having to walk to my house clinic, the journey seem so long. I really want to thanks my mum for being there for me even I was like ignoring her.
It really pains me yesterday night when I was telling my parents about my operation details. I saw my mum cried silently. It was pretty dark that time but well. I guess all parents will be worried about it. My heart felt lost and pain when I saw that.
I must be strong and stay positive! I must still be myself. I don't want her to be worry for me. No matter what the results will turn out to be, I must face it. In the next post, I will post pictures of the risk and complication of everything. Then you will know why I'm so worried about it.
Thanks everyone. Got to rest for now.Labels: clinic, mum, operation, sick |