8th October
I just went for my monthly checkup for the back.
21st October 2008.
I will be going for my back injury operation. (It has been aching since 2 years back)
I'm feeling so lost when I got to know how fast it can be.
Going through needles poking all the time, I kinda get used to it already.
I wonder how much blood I have "donated" to the hospital.
I can never imagine how it's like to be under the surgical bed.
I always feel that it will be a successful one because that what they show on TV drama.
But now I got to go through different checkup and all before that.
I'm told of the complication & risks.
I will be staying in the hospital for 3 days after that.
So much things running through my mind, I need someone to talk to.
But I'm feeling so sick now. I'm aching all over after my nap in the afternoon.
Sometimes I can never wonder why some people are still so insensitive.
Shrugs.Labels: back injury, hospital, operation |
