A warning to all readers. You may not want to read this entry because you will feel so lost after that. Wait till the next entry.
Till then....
Everytime whenever I watched any drama or other television programmes, they will always say, "Making oneself drunk will make you forget all your sorrows".
Let me tell you, it ain't true at all. You will only end up embarrassing yourself and troubling all your friends. I guess the best what is still, share with your closest friends. Because they are the one that know how to deal with you with their ways. Few days back, I was telling myself and others it's best to keep to yourself. Why? It will not trouble your friends and give them more problems.
So yesterday, some misunderstanding happened between me and my buddy. Sometimes it's a tough choice to choose between buddy and a girlfriend isn't it people? I bet alot of you experienced this kind of problems as well. Let's see. How was I like in the past? I remembered I spent time with my ex girlfriend and neglected all my friends. But after that, I realised that I should really manage my time well. Therefore we set up a time plan for our own friends and ourselves.
So what's the misunderstanding about? I went there with 2 really good friends whichI treated them like brothers all along. When their group of friends arrived who I don't even know, I was left behind. In that lonely and scary corner. I was there all by myself and i didn't go find anyone us. It was Jiayi's group of friends that are really concerned that they asked me to join them. Even Rudy was felt so left out by your ignorance. I was sober enough to know what's happening around me. I shan't go further on for this.
Another incident, I always tell Rudy how I felt whenever we are like spare tyres. Only when your girlfriend can't make it, that's when we come to your mind. I bet you won't like it this way too if you are in my shoes. I know you are busy working and stuffs. For money to support yourself. But one thing, why take up so many courses when you know you already got a high number of bills to handle?
Whatever it is, if you still think I disappoint you yesterday. Think again. Buddy or not, your choice.
are we strong to hold on?
Sorry people, I made this post really messy and boring.
