sunday morning, with the rising sun shining on the evergreen grass field, down the unexpected water droplets high from the sky, to the thirsty looking grasses and trees, that goes on for hours that makes it seem unstoppable. the field transformed into a brown pool with the trees smiling and enjoying themselves. morning orders from mum made me work my legs down 11th floor of staircases. afternoon relaxation watching with two sets of couple some comedy by ruhua. as i typed this , the music "Ballade pour Adeline" is running through my mind, that was what she played for me in the past at her house. mentioning about that, i was happy for her that she is feeling happy. i remembered angela told me this, " seeing the girl u love happy, u will be gradually happy." yes i am. now i understand. oh yah... i got a bad nightmare yesterday night that shocked me out from bed. i dreamt about junhao, amanda and me together at this clinic. i was injured or something with junhao accompanying to the clinic. she was right outside waiting for me to see the doctor. the moment i saw her, i just cried out and i wailed like some crazy guy from MENTAL HOSP. i sweared everything was so real. how she look with her new hair cut. after that wailing, i just woke up and i remembered it was 4am. bad omen or what? the weirdest thing when i woke up was, MY EYES WERE FILLED with TEARS. watery droplets. I SWEAR. but how could this explain in real reality and dreams? really amused me. i guess i really miss her alot. owells. forget about it. this is how my sunday pass so "well". good weather with nice wind but that affect one's mood. take care jason yeo weihong in your departure back to army later.
