just when i'm at my weakest point of life, and with that weak side of my overhauling my strong side, your yelling and unreasonable shoutings at me made me fall completely. tears awaiting by the side of my eyelids, controlling with so much energy to prevent it from flowing down. i can't afford to cry because i'm a guy. a boy. now is totally down for me. just when i thought it will be over, it all had not gone at all.