i realised after all i still love everything associated with english. like english type of songs, girls, the way i speak, and many others. i don't know why but i think it suits me more. chinese seem to be like escaping from my grip. had a wonderful but shaggy day in the rain playing with junhao and others. i'm starting to treasure all the people around me and the sunshine boy is back already i guess. i've loads of works and projects and committment to plans. i'm gonna make myself really busy and fun. had a night dinner cum supper with the SN2 and SGS peeps. it was fun and filling. (: hope for the next one real soon. hope everything goes well for both my meis in their selections and studies.