-* my first outing with her ended happily but tiring.
hope for the best for everything as i'm still striving and waiting. i need to prove myself and work hard for it. i know how i will be if it is a failure because the ppl in court should know,i can't take it anymore. thanks for all the people who supported my decision and gave me advice. went to cineleisure with her and she is just like me. always friends all around. (: watch madagascar and it was worth watching. cute and funny! i enjoyed it. but then i have to scrimp for tomorrow as i spent quite alot. but i think it is worth it. nvm. it is always suffer then gain or gain first then suffer. i'm confused as things kept running thru my mind. everything in the past and all. i need people we really can advice and bring me through all this. hopefully
