just for information for those i'm mixing around with nowadays- i'm kinda getting fed up and irritated easily so don't mess around because i don't want to be twisting arms once again. the feeling isn't good. i'm just not feeling right. maybe you guys shouldn't mixed around with me or else sometimes u all just perked me up with your actions. all these can make me to another person which you all won't wanna see and which i don't want to turn out to be. i'm simply confused ! someone help me out. is it the lack of sleep that causes all this? that feeling of being alone is back once again. sometimes i'm just too tired to explain everything and like even talk. but this can be mislead to me being acting cool or unfriendly? NO! i'm not the bobby that can be happy and smiling and crapping around. ive my own PROBLEMS & FEELINGS too. i'm not the boy that is living in that lalaworld i hope i can be. this is all shit!!! ARGH!!! couldn't people understand !?
