yesterday was one sinful night. i couldn't sleep. i went to bed at 10pm and ended up sleeping only at 4am. apologies to my family for the nuisance thing i made. but this is how i felt. whenever i close my eyes, it will open up brightly. this is a terrible feeling. im glad my mum and 2 brothers are there for me. especially the younger one who actually slept together with me and cramp together. i know is hard to sleep in a small bed so sleeping halfway through,i told him to move back to his own bed and i started to face it alone. it took me quite awhile before falling into deep sleep. i got to learn upon something through this thing... what's e point of having 1000plus friends when none appeared when you really need someone? and the most surprisingly thing is that there is one friend who really cared and worried for me yesterday night. the problem is i didn't even see her before. she is non other then angela. ok..she is one kind soul. my court friends? my church friends? all of them? where are u all? wait... i seem to be talking rubbish. i'm starting to get worry again for tonight. sighs. wat should i do ?!?!?
i wanted to cry out badly but i don't know how to do it.
-thanks mum, brothers and angela... only u all know how it feels. i went to bed with a bible...
