maybe i should start to pray for all my friends ? (: alot of happenings had been going on. sometimes i asked myself, is that a retribution? today one close one of mine was on the verge of death while playing. we were stacking on each other until she almost got caught out of breathe. she turned purple and ok... everything was horiffied. from a normal bobby to a totally silent bobby makes everyone ponder on what i'm thinking? angry with someone? afraid of what had happened? worried? well. sometimes i have no choice but to hide my sadness to myself. some words i mentioned could be fake like i'm happy ? i just don't want *u to worry. i'm turning sick with coughs. i guess insufficient is the key to it. neglecting friends is another topic too. like shiangg and kimli say. they replaced u all? not at all. we can all hangout together. if you don't like what they do, we can all talk things out. we are all grown up teens and most imptly, WE ARE BEST FRIENDS! i've made myself clear to everything and u know how important u are to me. every single soul matters. and i believed people wil lchange from bad to good. trust me. (:
