this entry here is specially for my older brother!
i'm damn fucking pissed off with you.
on how u rejected me yesterday night when i just need a place to sleep.
and i didn't request to sleep on your bed,i just need a place on the floor.
i always obliged and listen to what u told me to do.
but now my respect for you is gone and i won't listen or do anything for u.
since you are so heartless,i can be heartless too.
yesterday my room was filled with loads of mosquitoes so i just need a place.
can u imagine yourself can't even have a proper sleep.
and "thanks" to my dad for straightaway telling me off to the living room which i dreaded most. freak ! but luckily i still have two hamsters for accompany.
i don' feel like i'm in a family at all.
there is no warmth & care living in this family at all.
and thanks to two night birds who had not slept when i sms-ed them. thanks bro! (:
i told myself yesterday night to be firm and be numb like you all do.
i will... trust me i will...
