I gave a few calls to those that I'm used to be close to. They were rather amazed but I guess every phone call somehow bring a smile to me. I hope it works the opposite way too. Sometimes it's true that one gotta take initiative to keep this friendship running. I realised I don't make phone calls and catch up with friends. But after so much has gone through, I will learn to be nice.
I'll be frank from now onwards in this blog. I see no need in hiding here and there. People likes me for who I am.
Many of us who says," I will wait for you till you accept me one day." will find this very easy to say. Yes, it's easy to say. For those who just says for the sake of saying will find it's nothing. But those that really mean it, you know it can be so hurtful and tough on the verge of all this waiting. Those things that she/he says out may mean something common to them BUT it actually hurt and affect you so much. I swear many will agree with me. It's common. This is life, it just works this way. But on the other hand, you will most probably act like you are so cool and just say, it's nothing much and reply like you are so happy with life when you are so down. If I put myself in this situation, I think it will be a big test to me. Can I take all these and just live with life and get myself hanging by the thread? Till now, one guy whom I know can be so sweet. He is the role model I look upon when I feel like giving up. Thanks ... I must be strong. Anyway, this is just a personal view of mine. I mean nothing offensive. Just a thought of my own. Do you know how it feels at times? Maybe someday you will know.
When it comes to you,you just take it for granted. When it leaves you,that's when you are too late.
