Memories flashed back when I was on the train to Expo yesterday. The first time I went CHC is back in years when it is still located near Paya Lebar. It was this really cosy and small church where everyone got to queue up and wait. During that time, I feel really nice being there. That was the first church that I attended.
It keeps growing rapidly that they moved to Jurong West area and eventually to Expo. It's more like a concert place than a church that I've been to years back. Not being offending but that's how I felt. I like the people and pastors there. They are interesting. The holy voices there touched me somehow. Yes, I'm back to Christ. But how long? That's a question Pris asked me. I pondered.
Pastor Phil said, " Set a time for him. Pray to him." Just like a computer which stores data into the CPU monitor. Whatever you typed into the computer, it comes out from the screen. I sounds wrong here I think. But I know it is something like that.
I'll get things right this time. I need not help from you, you & you. Do you know how it feels to be left alone? I wondered how you will feel if you are in my shoes? I regret telling you that thing which make things awkward. I didn't know anything about it until yesterday. I feel uneasy after you told me that. I do not know how to reply you the right way. Thanks for bringing you to bring me back to him. I shall not whine like a kid. I'm turning 20 this year so I better behave like one. And they said I don't even look like 20. Young at heart , Matured at mind. That's what I must work towards. I realised something yesterday.
When you want something badly, it will just go another way opposing you. But when you don't want something, it will just come to you naturally. When you are in search of something frantically, it will not come out. But just when you don't need it, it come appearing infront of you.
you are just like the cross, assennav. i hate to lose it but it's gone. Now the decision to make, Jesus or Satan?
Random thing! Melvin & my favourite! I finally got the right water level that day!
