'm so not in the mood. i'm seriously feeling very bad. Everyone just seem so busy with their life. 'm just tired of asking over and over again. It is just so fucked up! Yes. The first time i used vulgarity. Well.. who cares.
I don't wish to further talk about it. Or don't wish to talk and just shut myself up. I think i should. OFF. I don't really know who a real smile is nowadays.
I guess it will be a long time till the clouds are cleared. :(