i'm back finally after 7 hours of basketball. haha! that feeling is tiring but happy. doing alot of physical training given by those girls from NPCC. those sgs girls. anyway,thanks esther and shiangg for the bubble tea but don't treat me like i'm so unreasonable leh. don't need everytime buy for me one. thanks anyway! hope shaingg ling and alex is getting better. they seem down. god bless them (: now my hands,stomach and legs are numb. but i know after that, i will be FITTER and STRONGER. i will do any sacrifices for my body. yea ! this morning saw melanie and walked with her to school. the feeling and everything we talked is simply weird. not the usual self anymore. sighs. hope for the better. i'm purposely making myself so worn out so i don't have to think about anything. i wanna make myself blackout and fall into the world of lala land and not think and do anything. everything will be fine and going according to god plan. i miss life. but now i'm doing well and fine in life! smiles (:
