the basketball court now seem souless and not happening AT ALL. the roar of laughters seem to be overdaunt by the whispering cold wind. everything just changed in a gasp of wink to me. i believe me myself change too. this is getting ot of hand. even one of my buddy said i changed to be serious in a BAD way. the worst fear has arrived. the fear of the people in the court drifting away. god, this isn't a good sign. do something please. school was usual as per normal. just that i paid EXTRA attention to Cprogramming because i need to teach "her". that's actually a kind of motivation to me which is a good thing. went to J8 and got "her" something as an encouragement to learn better and intend to give her a surprise but then she cancel tmr lesson. well.. what to do? is always like that. is hard to be a nice man. agree everyone? i'm loss for words. everything don't go the way i want it to be. when one is down with luck, everything is going down. no doubt about that. i prayed that everything will be better. i really do hope so.
